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k now gerrie have alot of problem.
see hu can help me slove k?
my gf is havine a dream tt i n other gals being sweet n all, plus wake up wif fear n sometimes wif tears. wat should i do? i m really too lost 2 slove myself le.
haix~~~~
GERRIE IS FEELING FUCKING LOST NOW!
dunnno how helpo myself n my gf...
i totally cunt feel love at all. not even a single bit u noe? is lyk last time i use 2 b de only one. now? been share wif dunno how many ppl. she stil say tt she is being share wif alot of ppl whn she is not. mayb tt how she feel.... i dunno la. haix.
LOST LE!!!!
wat a bad day i had.
i shall say my story here.
sunday i didnt go work,i saidtt i m sick whn i m not.
i noe is my fault. aft tt they say they wanna MC.
i alr told them i dun have MC le.
they say they dun care, thn i oso dun care lor.
ah bo wat u wan me 2 react?
correct?
thn went 2 shop 2 work 2day.
SHE ask for my MC, whn i lr told her i dun have.
thn she said tt she wan cut my pay.
is lyk wat de fuck. thn had a BIG QUARREL wif her.
called my dad n ask him wat i should do.
my dad say they wan sack me jiu let them sack me, wan cut my pay jiu cut.
is lyk, not money matters leh. is i bu shuang tt they wanna cut my pay whn in the first place i dunno anything.
CORRECT?
ahya thn i dunno la.
i n her nearly fight, i noe theres no point doing tis.
but tts my temper.
u tok 2 me nicly i wil tok 2 u nicly, but if u shout at me, i sure shout bak at u de.
no matter wat post or hu u are.
thn she tok alot. thn i said.
no need tok so much, i ask u 1 last time u wan sack me isit?
thn she say no.
thn no need tok so much le wat. correct?
thn my fault again. thn she complain 2 HIM.
thn he ask me cal him, i dun wan. she say IS A MUST.
lyk wat de hell. u ask me cal jiu cal ah.
i oso not ur DOG. si i called my bro.
he ask me dun so angry first. ask me cool down first.
if i not wrong she was thining how coem i can tok 2 others nicely but not her.
is not i dun wan tok 2 her nicely, is.... haix k nvm. ):
hu can tel me wat i should do?
having everything lost, lost of sense n all.
how i wish lyk last time lyk tt.
whn i m lost or wat, my gf n my frens wil b there 2 guide me.
now? gf working, frens= NO MORE.
haix.... ); gerrie is lost. n loose everything.
was chatting wif lycia rite now.
my feeling is lyk i n her so long nv tok liao lor
thn some how miss those days tt me n them play n laugh n went out together n all.
how i wish tt we can just lyk last time, everytime go out together n slack, joke n had fun togehter.
yupp.
just simply hope me n them can get closer.
yupp.
haix.
just end here le bye si.
wish list:
5th month anni
couple tees
couple wallet
couple neckless
couple watch
couple cup
couple rings
couple phone
pants (long n short) (mummy buying 4 me)
polo tees (adidas)
cig case (wif my name on it)
zippo lighter(wif my name on it)
adidas jacket
adidas polo tees
adidas watch
half leg tattoo
more piercing
more time wif my little snail
she wil be more sweet towards her snail shell
have surprise on my actual bday.
laptop
new phone.
ipod (MP3)
new bags
they wil drink wif me on my bbq.
think tt all for it ba. if stil have thn shall post next time. yupps.dear just hope tt we can last REAL long. n pls dumb dumb can we just stop our quarrels n just b real SWEET. hope u can just lyk those normal gals be sweet n real nice towards me. n hope u can spent more time wif me. n lastly hope i m still as important as b4 or even more important..
once u love someone, no matter wat.
got stead la or love other ppl la or other thing la.
just con waiting if u stil love him.
just dun give up so easy.
there's chance de.
even tt person tel u no more chance or wat, dun believe.
it may turn out other way cos we wont noe wat wil happen next wat rite?
wat if i dayhe really come bck 2 ur side but u alr give up on him le.
bu si hen wasted?
think abt it ba.
yupp.
haha.
just rem tis sentence; once u really love tt person, no matter wat wait 4 his/her return.
dun give up so easy if u really love him.
no one get my meaning.
NO ONE.
suan le.
since u think tt i wan u leave me alone thn i shall let u b ba.
ON ONE GET MY MEANING.
suan le la.
gerrie chua; fuck off n die ba.
cry is wat i can do.
so useless of me.
i just hope 2 cry it out loud so tt i wil feel better?
but i cunt.
i dun wish tt u wil leave me alone.
u get mu meaning ma?
haix si.
past few weeks, i dunnno wat the fuck happen 2 me.
i cunt imagine tt i give att n shout at my beloved gf leh.
i dun shout or give her att de.
but i really dunno wat happen 2 me.
i been giving att towards all my fren n my gf.
dear sry.
i really dunno wat happen 2 me n y m i changing into lyk tis.
give me some time can?
i really hate those feeling.
pushing me here n there lyk a toy, say i lyk them which is not true n many more.
do u really love me n hope to last long wif me?
do u really wanna a serious r/s?
they fall in love wif me oso not i fall in love wif them wat rite?
i noe u scare i fall for them but i wont k.
i only love u nia.
sometime u play play is ok but i dun wish tt it will become a quarrel.
thn aft tt we have cold war.
u get my meaning ma?
i just wanna a gd r/s wif u.
i dun wan my dreams 2 come true.
believe it or not, up 2 you k.
i really dunno wat 2 say anymore.
haix.
sometimes i just wish 2 be alone.
to think wat had happen 2 me,
to think wat we can do 2 make it better.
but once i say i wanna b alone,
u sure wil leave me alone de.
but i dun wan.
ah ya i oso dunno wat i m trying 2 say n wat i wan oso la.
haix si.
suan le.
i should think it through ba.
mayb once i leave u,
u wil have a better life?
mayb once i leave u,
u wont get into trouble?
mayb once i leave u,
u wil.... ah i dunno la.
but i wil regret.
haix.
dunno la.
let me think abt it ba.
i hope i wil change bck 2 those time.
tt u love the most de.
u love de ren is last time de me,
not now de me ba.
yupp.
sry.
DEAR i'm sry.
darling; i love you.
since i heard abt ur staff...
my mood change 360 degs.
haix i dunno y either.
even worst tt day i saw u lyk tis make my heart pain until max.
dun ask me y i dunno.
really dunno.
how i wish tt i can pei u all de way whnever u are down or angry.
i dun mind i let u beat/bite/scold or even do something worst on me.
i just hope aft everything u will feel better.
i just wanna c u smile rather thn....
yupp.
gal i just wish 4 ur smile.
even though i wish 4 ur return la.
but i noe is immposible de la.
but haix.
i dunnoo....
no matter wat.
just rem gerrie is always here 4 u.
no matter wat.
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