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tis matter has been 4 days liao le but it dun seems tat i m feeling better even though i can joke around like last time smile tok n everything look like last time but inside of me everything have change so fast tat i didnt notice it wat de lor i been feeling hurts n my heart is crying everyday none stop my heart is bleeding everyday n is none stop i dunno wat had happen but i wish tat she can come to me n say tat she wan me to be again n i wish tat everything will be the same as last time but i noe tat she wont 1 cos i n her is so stubbon so i dun think she will change her mind lor how wat should i do man????? should i make myself sick so tat i can forget everything or put aside everything 4 afew days???? i think tis is the best matter tat i can think of liao le..... my brain is full of her thing n i REALLY cunt concenrate on my studies lor 4 get it la since i wont b living long so let it b lor let me die wif tis matter ba i think i will b happy cos of tis lor ah ya dunno la i really wish tat she can come back to me n everything went the same as last time then i will b very happy liao lor haiz...... jas, lan, ster, shili, tessa, sky, xin yu, joyce n grace dun worry 4 me even if i have tis pro rite i will still b around 4 at least a few years ya so dun worry la hahaha must like me ma noe tat i have liao rite i m still so happy lor so nvm la dun worry k ......... from ur beloved jie n mei :) i wish to let my x mei mei noe la but i think it is no use de la so i dunthink i will tell her lor unless ppl tell her la then let it b lor but i really wish tat she can take care of me :(but she is not mine liao le how i wan her back only n e big 1 only......... ah ya wat m i saying man y i write so much here should keep it in my heart then k liao ma y must write it out i dunno la
when can u REALLY feel how i feel now when when when????
Do u noe i cunt take it liao le i really 110% breakdown cos of u n i really wish tat we can b god sis again!!!!! i noe u dun wan so i nv go n ask u or let u c me cos i noe tat u will b angry or not happy i dun wan..... i dun wan tat 2 happen 2 u,,,,,, i wan u 2 b HAPPY everyday n nth happen 2 u can liao le...... even u wan me to suffer 4 u 4 the rest of my life i m willing 2 do it 4 u cos i really treat u as my REAL meimei but ah ya dun say liao la wait i cry 4 another 2 hours ah then my jie jie will start 2 worry 4 me..... i promiss tat i wont cry again no matter wat happen cos i wan to keep it in my heart n dun let it out i dun wan ppl 2 noe liao le so i will live "happy" daily i wish tat u can live REAL HAPPY without me ya hope u can do so...... 1 sentence tat i forget 2 tell u is.......
I WILL WAIT TILL U CHANGE UR MIND EVEN U WONT I WILL OSO WAIT I WAN WAIT TILL I DIE........
ya tat is i wan tell u de 3 pig dun feel guilty n dun let ur heart cry 4 me it is not worth it cos i did not done my job as a jie jie so it is not worth it k no matter wat happen 2 me u must feel happy 4 urself k.......
PROMISS ME TAT U WILL LIVE HAPPY NO MATTER WAT THING HAPPEN K (:
thank you jas,lan n ster...... dun worry i m alrite now i wont cry anymore ya i will just like tat lor ya so dun need to worry for me ya...... btw thank you for your corcenes thanks guys..... thank you jas for lending ur shoulder to me srry 4 making it wet i m sorry
WHY WHY WHY i really cannot take it le....hu can really heal me???? the best way is ask my third pig to tell me tat all tis is fake de but i dun wish to cos i wan her to live happily so i decided tat i m willing to cry everyday every nite then he will live happy everyday......... ya i just hope tat she can b happy ........... :0
so sad lor..... mei mei ah.... u really dunno when i my bday ma????? if u really dunno then i got nth to say liao la.... y everytime u two must make me diappointed 1 i think even jie jie oso dunno when is my bday lor so nvm la.... let it b lor..... i decided tis year i wan stay at home and sleep since no body remember my bday even if u all remember i dun thinku all r free lor n tat day i only wish to go out and spent my time wif my jie jie and mei mei and not other ppl k if tat person nv go no matter the big 1 or the small 1 nv go i wont go liao lor k la even i go i wont b happy lor .... so y not stay at home and sleep la rite anot????? nvm la i understand tat my bday to xiao de and u is not improtant la so nvm lor just let it be.....
do you noe tat i m hurt inside n it will grow until outside???? i m hurt now i cunt take it la??? i oso dunno wat wrong had i done to make my xiao de angry la wats' de pro here wif us???? h can tell me..... then my de other mei mei dunno how to say la... ah ya mayb i should just concentrated on xiao de lor n not de other 1 lor dunno la m very down now so dun ask me anything to make ppl laugh k cos i got thing to stelle i ownself go thing liao le u wanme to make u laugh!!!! i dun think i can lor now my feeling is worry deam worry worry until i wan die liao le then sad deam sad sad until my heart hurt until cunt hurt la dunno how to say la just let it b la.....
jie jie i noe u are sick so i wont let u suffer alone de if u wan sick rite i will pai u sick de no matter wat happen i will pai u until i die k mei mei oso de same no matter who i will do it 4 the both of u i m waiting 4 me to sick only. k faster recover can ma it really hurt for me to c u sick la...... n it is really hurt for me to suffer cos u dun wan tok to me my xiao de.... u wan angry till wan tell me la then i will disappear in front of u.... i cunt take it liao le can any of my mei mei or jie jie lent me her shoulder to lean on ma????!!!!! jie jie where are you???? mei mei where r u ..... I LOVE YOU GUYS LA REALLY LOVE
how my exam comeing liao le then i still so slack lor..... if i didnt get good marks hor i sure die de la..... then jie jie will sure very disapointed de lor how la i dunno wat 2 do liao la...... i noe tat my studies sure not good de lor then my result sure not good de lor.... haiz..... how?????!!!!!~~~~~~~~~ who can tell me or help me....... i dun wish to disapoint her again lei..... how i wan die liao la ah ya dunno la...... i HATE study man so hard lor.....
jie jie i REALLY wish to switch not 4 1 day but 4 as long as u wan.... i really cunt bear 2 c u suffering from e problems tat u are facing now lor.... i really wish 2 help u face it and help u ting all the problems tat u r facing i dun wan u to suffer again..... my heart is breaking cos of all tis man i dun wan u 2 suffer.... i said liao le i m willily 2 help u suffer all the pain,suffering and hurts in you.... i dun wish 2 c u like tis lor... y u very thing oso dun wan tell me la??? then u wan me how 2 help you when u really wish tat person can do tis 4 you???? if u tell me rite i will DO IT 4 UR SEEK 1 dun worry i wont reject u ..... i said liao le lor.... no matter wat happen i will stand by you hear you when u need to listing ear lend you my shoulder 4 u 2 cry on or lend on if 1 day someone wan my life 2 exchange 4 yours i can tell u tat I WILL GIVE IT TO THEM no matter wat i wan u 2 b save n sound.... k i promiss u i will die 4 u i really need to...... i promiss u i wont leave you alone in this world or else where.
hahaha...... i m here again.......
I M A CHILD OF GOD yea :).......now my jie jie wan me to prepare 4 my exam liao le so i need to b a gd gal liao le yea *clap hand*clap hand* hahaha
y u still cunt put aside e past feeling la ????? y cunt u start a new feeling wif other ppl la mayb others will love u more than him la????? y cunt u consider other la b4 u ans them.... do u noe tat it will hurt tat person when u say tat sentence????? i bet u dun rite then lets 4get it la..... i just tell u tat u dun have him but u still got others hu really love u...................
i been living a life without GOD...... do you noe how it feels when i live without GOD????????? sometimes it feel good but most of the time it feel bad............. then i noe u will ask y i dun wan to ask GOD to forgive me???? e reason is cos I M E BETRAYER so how can i tok to GOD la???? i cunt do tis i m not welcome in e CHURCH n i scare tat i will hai my jie jie tis is e only thing tat i m scare of only....... how hu can tell me wat to do now i m in a LOST now grace where r u now i think only u can tell me wat 2 do liao le..........haiz.......
sad mood sia......
hu can cheer me up now
where r u now??? i really miss u alot la
can i break wif you??? i really cunt take it liao le... i can tell u la i alr like someone liao le so no use de... no matter how hard u try i oso wont like u de la so GIVE UP man i wont fall in love wif u de i only like someone nia k give up give up give up la..... dun wait 4 me liao le k
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