Saturday, April 29, 2006
10:55 AM
tis matter has been 4 days liao le but it dun seems tat i m feeling better even though i can joke around like last time smile tok n everything look like last time but inside of me everything have change so fast tat i didnt notice it wat de lor i been feeling hurts n my heart is crying everyday none stop my heart is bleeding everyday n is none stop i dunno wat had happen but i wish tat she can come to me n say tat she wan me to be again n i wish tat everything will be the same as last time but i noe tat she wont 1 cos i n her is so stubbon so i dun think she will change her mind lor how wat should i do man????? should i make myself sick so tat i can forget everything or put aside everything 4 afew days???? i think tis is the best matter tat i can think of liao le..... my brain is full of her thing n i REALLY cunt concenrate on my studies lor 4 get it la since i wont b living long so let it b lor let me die wif tis matter ba i think i will b happy cos of tis lor ah ya dunno la i really wish tat she can come back to me n everything went the same as last time then i will b very happy liao lor haiz...... jas, lan, ster, shili, tessa, sky, xin yu, joyce n grace dun worry 4 me even if i have tis pro rite i will still b around 4 at least a few years ya so dun worry la hahaha must like me ma noe tat i have liao rite i m still so happy lor so nvm la dun worry k ......... from ur beloved jie n mei :) i wish to let my x mei mei noe la but i think it is no use de la so i dunthink i will tell her lor unless ppl tell her la then let it b lor but i really wish tat she can take care of me :(but she is not mine liao le how i wan her back only n e big 1 only......... ah ya wat m i saying man y i write so much here should keep it in my heart then k liao ma y must write it out i dunno la
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