I MISS MY DEAR SO MUCH haiz.... MISS YOU
jie wat happen to u??? y god made me so useless de y???? y god cunt give me wisdom so tat i can hel u slove the thing tat u r having now??? do u noe tat it is hurting to c u so upset wif the things tat u r haing now.... y STEPHANIE CHUA is so USELESS de ah!!!! Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y? y all this thing is happening to u ah yyyyyyy i cunt take it le la wats more can i do to help u???? u oso dun wan to rell me or let me noe anything thn wat u wan me to do i noe u will say nth i dun wan me to do anything but do u noe tat i will go crazy de if i cunt help u!!!! ah i dunno wat to do liao le la!!!! :( how wat should i do???? i wan go mad liao le la......... haiz..... jie jie ah pls la dun LIKE TIS CAN.......
dear havenly father,
i pray 4 grace... i hope tat u can ans her paryer asap if not she will go carzy..... i dun wan her 2 go crazy le pls help her..... i beg u god help get her out of the problem pls i beg u... if u wan rite thn all put it on me pls dun ket CONVIP suffer can liao le pls god....
in JESUS name i pray aman.
wat happen to me now man???? y everything seems to b changing so FAST tat i dun even notice it y???? y must u treat me like tis???? wat de hack worng has i done to made u to treat me like tis???? i didnt ask u is cos i alr noe e ans tat u will give me.... either yes, no, i dunno, have ma, huh, hor, ya, watever la still got u will ans me???? since i noe e ans y i go n ask u again leh rite??? my jie ask me go n tell u but i think no need lor since u dun even bother abt me u only bother abt ur tat ppb n bb thn let it b lor i oso cunt do anything to it ma.... SO LET IT BE..... if u think tat i m not fair or wat ever shit tell me or let me noe k....... ah ya i dunno wat u r trying to do la mayb letting me try e taste of jealouse i can tel u no need liao la i taste until dun wan to taste liao le lor so STOP EVERYTHING n treat my CON nicely k she is getting hurt by ur two k i dun wish to c tis happening to her la if u wan rite do it on me n get back to wat is b4 wif CON k pls i beg u stop doing tis to her liao le she cunt take it me standing there n c de oso cunt take it liao lor so STOP IT K PPB u r not a small kid alr pls GROW UP LA.... enough is enough........ :(
my hp is back to life again yea..... clap hand......
msg 4 tis ppl below:
grace jie: dun think so much nth will happen to u de even if have i as ur mei mei will try my very BEST to help u de k dun keep everything to urself share wif tat person whom u which 2 share wif k..... stay happy... ya :)
lycia: u oso dun think so much. dun let all tis thing bother ur heart..... let e LORD handler everything 4 u k.... must take care of urself k i will ALWAYS be here 4 YOU de no matter wat time, wat matter wat thing, no matter where is it, no matter how diff thing i will oso be here i wont run away de even the thing will aftect me k... I WONT RUN AWAY I WILL STAND HERE N HELP U N SUPPORT U..... tis is a promiss..... tay happy always k :)
all jie jie and mei and friends: if u all think something is wrong wif me or i have change pls let me noe k no matter is good or bad just let me noe i wish to noe k.... thks....
haiz.... my leg is deam hurt la dunno y leh mayb i play too much liao le lor thn i tell u my exam GONE le la dunno la..... 2day deam sad la n deam fed up la dunno y leh i noe y but just cunt say
cos not everyone can noe abt it those hu wan noe can n ask me ba but not everyone i wil ans de k thn hor rui jing thing today ah haiz... dunno how to tell u all leh how ah nvm la is very bad lor i dun think we can b friend again lor dunno y will like tis la jie n mei sry.... i think last time de stephanie chua is gone to dunno where le n e mew stephanie chua wil b gone soon i oso dunno y mayb it wan to gone thn gone lor now hu can comfort me cos i m deam DOWN hu can feel wat i m feeling now ah how ah my pain ah ya nvm la dun care la let it be la ah ya i got too many thing liao le la dunno how to say la those hu wan noe isit thn ask me in msn ba dun feel like bloggong now le la.....
i had said i dun have stead k if u wan spreed aroung tat i have stead i oso got nth 2 do lor just let it b la even if i have stead is ur tai zi rite?????y must u bother abt me so much when u r not related to me not my god sis, not my dear, not my anything n not even my friend so u have no rite to noe things abt me n my ppl...... if u intent to hurt my ppl rite i can tell u U CUNT DO IT DE LA K...... got stephanie chua around u cunt de la k so give up la..... k stop making me fed up wif u n dun like u more k stop everything tat u have done STOP LIAO LA U CUNT PLAY WIF ME DE LA
2day went to singpost wif my 2 mei.... we went there to eat KFC i order the new chicken not nice de lor oso not hot n spicy de lor is so er sing sia thn i ate 10 packet of chilli ya cos angry ma mei mei dun wan eat her meals lor thn angry lor haiz..... but now nvm le lor ya.....thn paper 2 still can la dunno can pass tisyear math anot leh scare sia whn i take result scare tat i will disapoint grace jie, jia wen jie and shilli jie sia die ah..... haiz... dunno la c how 1 lor.... ya
everybody take care hor
no one is to hurt lycia if hu dare to hurt her i will KILL tat person k.... a warrning to u all who wan hurt lycia.....
2day me and my dear haiz.... dunno how to say ah.....
deam angry wif her lor haiz.... nvm la 4give her liao le..... ya thn went 4 family dinner wa lao u noe wat anot i was DEAM piss of la mayb cos of heat lor i oso dunno lei haiz... thn give my dear a lot of att sry dear dun blame me k really sry ya.... hope u can understand me ya..... thn at ntie guess wat my cousin go n scold me n beat me lor deam angry wif them lor so i go n pull their shirt thn nearly beat them up sia i oso dunno y le go n ask my dear lor my dear noe everything cos i was smsing her ma ya lor ..... haiz... them piss off 2 day by everything around me n ever person around me lor i oso dunno y le mayb cos just now at ps was quallering wif my dear lor ah ya dunno la dun say liao le haiz.... deam piss off now haiz....
everyone out there i tell u all hor u all better dun do anything funny to my lycia and grace and my mei mei hor if not i tell u, u give them not a gd life to spent rite i will give u the worst life tat u will nv thought of k so u wan hurt or do any funny thing pls think hor do on other ppl but DUN EVEN TRY TO DO IT ON LYCIA THEY ALL HOR i tell u first no is i WARRENED u first dun try me is not a gd thing to try me k........... a warrning to tat person hu is planing to harm lycia k.......... dun u dare to try it u will DIE for sure de...........
wat happen to me 2day???? y m i sad over wat lycia said y m i hurt yyyyy????? haiz...... i oso dunno haiz..... mayb i still treat her as my mei mei lor as i had said b4 lycia is my mei mei not by name but by everything 4 ever k!!!!! if u dun wan me cos u scare tat i will b deam sad when u left me or left everything n u cunt BEAR to c me like tis rite then i can tel u tat i wont b sad or hurt k n said tat i wan DIE k i wont thn now can b mine liao ma by name and by everything haiz..... i m still waiting 4 u k just for ur info I M WAITING 4 U..... my xiao de.... lycia ur place in my heart will nv ever changed by anyone WILL NV CHANGED de 4 ever oso wont changed e place will just for u to b only JUST FOR U LYCIA only k..... haiz....... bad mood sia hu can make me laugh once again like last time when i laugh ppl around me oso will laugh de but since tat day start i hardly c ppl smile alr isit because of me????? YES it is bcos of stephanie chua thn ppl will like tat thn i only can say I M SORRY haiz.... dunnno la
i dunno wat hapeen to me and you???? mayb u think tat i m a barden to u lor then i tell u i m srry u just need to do 1 thing tat is tell me n u will b free ya i just wan u 2 b happy tats all k i dun mind suffering lor I DUN MIND..... haiz wat happen to CONADIVIP haiz... y will like tis de i dun wan.... u have not changed k is i have changed alot i noe u wan say tat i changed from bad to worst rite then tell me i wish to noe abt it u have not changed k u r stil de same just tat u 2 keep blaming urslef n i dun wan it to happen to u 2 or any1 of u k haiz.... i dun think i will b in a gd mood to study so just let me fail ba..... srry jie i really cunt scored well 4 u 2 c le I M DEAM REALLY SORRY........... :( pls 4give me btw thanks 4 taking care of me tis 2 years i hope tat u can tell me wat happen to us so tat i noe abt it a aware abt it k..... but i noe u wont tell me de la u wil only tel her haiz.... so 4get it la since u dunwan tel then i dun wan force u le just wan to tell u take care of urself k must drink lots of water k must rest well dun keep on sick hor it is notgd 4 u.... sick liao le pls go n c a docter ya.... pls.... take lots of care...... may the LORD blessed CONVIP 4 ever..... not i a gd mood now haiz.... sad sia
i wont let CONVIP die b4 me de.... so conadi can we go back together i really love u lots lor n miss u lots lor can u dun like tis treat me ma pls i really cunt take it liao le lets go back to the same life stlye tat we have eariler on can or even better dis few days had alot of thing happen to me liao le n i dun tat i n u will happen tis kind of thing k pls come back i really need CONVIP ya.... pls
do really love convip alot
cunt live without them
miss them so much lor haiz...
wat should i do man
i wan say 2day thing......
brought smthing 4 lycia a wallet for her cos her 1 hor spoil liao le so brought 1 4 her hope tat she will like it ya.... grace the LORD is waiting 4 u 2 call him n tel him your pro k tis is wat i wna tel u k ......... nth to tell u all abt 2day le cos dun feel like telling ya so tat all
i m back to post haha.... glad 2 c me here ma ????? siao ah me.... wee li kor kor is back yea no la is home leave la then go n fetch him lor wif his wife [li xuan] n his mum lor then we went to his house i go untul very late then go home ya fun lor then niger come to his house then i keep scolding him nood face hahaha he hor come so late lor then i n li xuan wait 4 him until i very hungry lor then i dun wan wait liao le i go n play com at his house ya tat tis firday thing still got at afternoon jas they all ps me u all hor wa lao ah ps me nv die b4 ah wan die isit haiz... nvm la ps ps lor then i pai my xiao de till da de come then i go dunno wat they go home ah haiz... ya tat all for friday
2day we got BBQ hahaha funfunfun...... yea...... then went crazy again haiz...... i oso dunno y le......... my hp spoil liao le then i no hp use liao le haiz...... so sad la... wat should i do man then cunt sms ppl cunt call ppl then every wat lor haiz.... srry la i need 2 wait till my hp repair hao le then u all can sms me liao le n call me k wait a while more ya dun like tis ya...... i brought a card game n it is called YADA is a christian game lai de.... funfunfun i learnt how 2 play then i go n play wif then tat time hor so scarly lor garet lor scare me haiz.... but very fun so i brought it wif kai ping, kai ling, amanda, jaslin and edmund lor haha good 2 play wif friends ya hahaha......... ya tats all xiao de i srry 2day cunt acc u go home haiz.... srry la make u lonely again all is cos of me then u will feel lonely haiz..... srry xiao de srry dun blame me k..... haiz..... not in a gd mood haiz.... da de u must take care of urself la dun let me worry 4 u ya me will pray 4 u de ya must rest well ya take lots of care hor xiao de oso ya da de n xiao de must take care of urself ya when u all r at home cos i cunt go 2 ur house n take care of u de rite unless i m wif u all lor then can lor..... ya love u 2 de most de........... take care ya.......... miss xiao n da de sosososososososo much haiz........
since u so miss him then go n tok 2 him n dun come n bother me k got stead dun wan jie jie liao le wat is tis man haiz..... i dunnno y i got u tis kind of mei mei ah i m here worring 4 u tat u will get hurt by him n there u r missing him n if dun have him u cunt live on y not go n marry him la then he wont run away liao le k.......... deam angry n sad la........ haiz..........
2day nth happen lor but i got gastrict pain after i ate hiaz..... but thanks 2 xiao de she take care of me again hahaha thank you xiao de......... can u pls go n think abt wat i told u 2day pls go n think abt it can cos i noe tat u n i really wan go crazy liao le mayb is me who go crazy de most lor ah ya i noe tat we two really dun wish to have tis kind of thing de rite n we cunt bear each other y dun we treat it as a joke la then can alr k can ma now e decidtion is u liao le i had made it liao le i can n i m willily............. ya go n think it over k...........miss lycia so so so so so so so much lor hiaz...... where r u my lycia.........??????????
hey wat happen man???? y all the thing seems like happening fast until i dunno tat it has happen lor......... y now my mind is full of y????? y just a letter y????? y so many bad things happen 2 my xiao de y cunt u give it 2 me n i will help suffer la y can u take away n put it 2 me instead of my xiao de or my da de can ma i cunt take it u noe ma i wan i die of heart attack or wat cunt u let me die peacfully xiao de i wan tell u smthing tat is u will always b my xiao de means u will always b my xiao de k if u r not around then hu come n take care of me when i fever just like tat time like tis la huh???? u bear 2 see me like tis ma i cunt 2 bear 2 let u go like tis de lor i promiss n swear 2 god tat i will take care of XIAO DE N DA DE 4 ever until i die i will still ask other ppl 2 take care of u all de k dun worry....... i wont u go b4 me de unless i die now lor then u still have 2 live on until 70 plus k promiss me dun GIVE UP ON URSELF since i have not give up on u k pls............ i beg u i hardly beg ppl de tis is seriously beg k i m serious .............. no joke now ................... miss xiao de so much till i die lor n worry 4 her so much
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