Tuesday, June 20, 2006
5:50 AM
i'm bck yea!!! haha glad to c me ma??? e old stephanie was dead n e new stephanie has come alive yea!! aman ..... k let me share wat i have learnt n go through in encounter weekend k.... 16-18 june is encounter weekend ya... thn my guide is grace ya.... whn we went to e place where we are staying rite is at nus ya very cool la there love it sia... k thn went 4 our session 1.. they show us 1 video clip called " the crossing"... i can say tat i dun enjoy myself alot e first day de ya cos dunno le just felt tat i m alone lor haiz... very wat lor ya..... thn i tell u all huh all of us got a personal room le cool rite haha i m so happy la tat i got personal room to myself haha..... :) 2 day.... is hu is GOD ya cool le i learnt alot aot of thign from here lor come let me share a litter bit our heavenly father will not b angry wif us, will not abusive us and will not absent.... he will still hug us u noe n i get a heavenly hug ya feel so different lor dunno le mayb cos hug plus prayer tat make me feel different lor dunno le tat kind of feeling is like whn u r down very down rite thn god come n comfort u n healing u lor ya i feel so..... ya dunno how 2 say ya.... tell u all ah i nv breakdown in front of god b4 le thn whn i went for encounter rite i breakdown b4 god twice le.... ya cos god wan me 2 tell him all my troubles ma mayb ba.... thn went for sin session ya nth lor just let us noe more abt sin so tat we wont do it lor ya.... nth much to say abt it lor thn went 4 lunch grace wan all of us in her group de to share wat we had learnt n feel n thoughts lor but i dunno how to share wif a big group of ppl ma so i kept quite lor thn grace ask me Q i ans lor ya dunno le i can share wif grace but i cunt share wif others le but i dun wan let grae noe le ah ya no one noe wat i m thinkling now la only god noes ya jie sry is not i dun wan share but i just cunt open up my mouth to share wif all of them ya sry..... games k lor ya th at mite le i cut it short la k we got worship thn we have to get rid of all our sin list ya wa breakdown again lor cos i got too much thing in my heart le ya thn very hard 4 me to 4give myself lor thn like tis lor i just felt tat i m very guilty ya..... dun wan say so much here ya.... thn aft tat went to tear away my sin list thn went bck to dance room i felt tat i can fly le haha so happy tat my heart is pure again ya... thn i tel god if he wan me to share rite he wil tel me de ya so i believe tat now god dun wan me to share first ya..... i will wait till god wan me to share thn i share ya aman.... third day everyone recieve a gift from god but me i very special from others de i oso got gift but is very special my gift is PEACE IN MY HEART haha cool rite ya i need most in peace in my heart so god have given me tis peace ya aman.... dun feel like gg home lor cos i noe tat all the things will come bck again lor scare tat only lor haiz.... hope tat it wont lor haiz.... watever la pray 2 e lord lor ya.... like tis lor no more liao le
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