everyone found their lover bck HOW ABT ME......arghhhh....i
hate my life....CAN U ALL STOP USING JOYCE....2 GET WAT U ALL WAN FRM
ME.....JUST STOP BOTHERING JOYCE K....JUST LEAVE HER ALONE....how i wish i can
get joyce bck.....n lyk others patch wif their x n have a happy happering...Y
CUNT I......arhhhhhhhh......i hate my life arh.......
Y
haha i very bad hor...come bck le nv share wif u 'll wat happen over ther hor...k i shall share now ya.....
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13dec
went 2 airport abt 12 plus i reach there le wif ya lan cos i tp her there ma ya...so gd of me rite haha...jk...thn 2plus there come le...thn check in...wait 4 x come b cook thn we go inside le lor...ya....at plane i n ruth n yan ling...sit 2gether...thn we eat 2 service u noe ma is lyk so funny la can...haha....miss those time we were 2gether sia haha.....thn reach cambodia le...wa i hate tt side e airport sia...dunno tt 1 is a airport or just a place 2 have peace sia...haix...nvm...thn we sit a van to e hotel...on e way there saw alot of things arh...is an eye opener 4 me ya....tt means singapore cunt do n c de there side all can c lor...ya haha....i love my room but aft tt ms wong they say they wan us 2 change room wif thm thn i dun lyk their room cos smaller thn our room leh...thn aiya nvm la.....got bath tub haha...
14dec
wake up abt 6plus thn went 2 710 4 morning devotion....thn went down 4 breadfast....thn off we go 2 e first place tt is WIDOW ISLAND......we sit van n boat there...ya....saw something more intersting sia....toilet no door no flus no roof top de le is lyk open space thn only a cloth cover e side only lor,cow so skinney....i thought its was a goat le whn i saw e cow bck view tt x....wa so funny sia....thn went to tour around the village...e fish pond hor...cnnt c until e fish e leh u noe y ....cos e water was so dirty until i c only those dirty staff n no fish....haha...thn went to e wheat farm....k la nice view ya....can let ppl have a peacefull mind 2 think of wat they wan think lor ya...thn lunch time...u can saw e kid run hm n take their bowl n spone n run bck 2 e meeting point de lor....they will line up n wait 4 thier turn 2 take rice n soup ONLY.....no dice de leh...thn they will pray together n eat together.....lyk 1 BIG FAMILY lor....was so touch by them la....aft eating they rest thn i fall aslp cos i too tired le so i dunno wat they do n happen ya....thn aft tt e time has come so we had 2 perform our story 2 them...my group de is water change into wine..in e bk of john....ya...thn teach thm e 10 words...while i was teaching thm they will lyk keep on trying 2 say it correctly la n they will teach us thier lauange oso lor....so funny la...i,queenie n ms esther was laughing though out the whole teaching la....thn those mdm who come n look de oso laugh lor...ya can imagine how funny itis le rite...haha...at first i was lyk so anti social la...dun tok dun smile....just stand down there n c lor...haix...thn went bck le...we go eat dinner....we eat pinapple rice n tom yam noodle ya...thn went bck 2 hotel le...aft everything liao rite...we went bck n bath....thn party x haha...all of them come 2 our(me,ruth,jun tian)room n have party...10of us soak our leg inside e hot water in e bath tub la.....ya thn aft tt went 2 slp le ya.....
15dec
7.30 leave hotel heading 2 widow island again.....reach there,some of the kid hold thier hands n start walking wif us....we start wif a dance;chicken dance......thn follow by story n teach them 10words....aft lunch......play a chinese game cal lao ing zua xiao zi......thn juntian was bitten by red ants....i oso kanna bitten....b4 tt we was lyk trying 2 carry e wheat lor i thought it would b very heavy but guess wat i was so light la....but cos i carry another type de got wood at my shoulder de so it is very pain la but i think it is very fun le haha.....ate french bread 4 lunch....the kid were every easy contentd....love thm n miss thm lor...haix.....went 2 their scl....wa was an eye opener 4 me lor...no fan n light de lor....wat de....if i were thm arh i will die there arh...haha....thn cut it short la hor....went 2 church n brough tthings 4 friends...thn e teacher there is lyk wat de fuck so fierce la....thn haix....off we go 2 eat dinner at lucky burger....thn we went bck 2 hotel there e lucky burher n eat aft eating went 2 bck 2 our room thn aft everything hao le we go 2 kp room n have PARTY....haha....
16dec
went 2 dumpsite.....wa i was lyk so scared tt i will vomit there la....thn whn we reach there le rite....e smell start 2 come le lor....thn i thought i could not ta han le but in e end i stop breathing frm my nose thn k liao thn aft tt we went 2 their work place thn we come out le rite got 1 small boy coem n lyk wanna me 2 carry him lyk tis lor....so i carried him....stillok la...i lyk e kids over there....s well s e widow island kids...haha.....thn aft tt we go le rite...we go n eat lunch aft tt shopping....dinner at boat cool rite...knew some gal at there n is 4th coy.....gals ya...haha....thn aft tt we went 2 their room n have a chat but nth 2 tok so we sit 4 awhile thn we go liao lor.....ya....
17dec
sit 3h bus 2 barai village....put down everything thn rest 4 abt 2h...aft tt went 2 1 of e village....thougth they will lyk widow island kids lyk tis but i was wrong....i dun tt side e kids...not contented n somemore its greedy....haix...dinner had steamboat...no rice de le n only got 1 dish....n noodle le no more liao le wa lao n is lyk so nan ci la can....thn aft tt went bck 2 village....wsh up wash half way black out.....kp,rui xiang n queenie was lyk scare of darkness like tis la....thn we were finding our touch light....thn e light come bck liao le....thn we faster walk bck haha.......thn aft everything ok liao rite....went 2 slp but b4 tt kai ping was playing wif rui xiang thn i very de sian so i join in.....aft tt i very tired liao le so i went bck 2 slp.....
18dec
went 2 another village 2 teach thm but i was hardly teach cos not feeling well.....thn somemore they dun wan learnt lor...thn 4get it lor....thn she say wat i should not have tis kind if att...but i was not feeling welll thn wat u wan me 2 do...having headach n slight fever....thn we went bck 2 e village n eat luch n rest...eat maggie noodle thn i went 2 slp while other playing....only me n kai ping slp....aft tt we wake up both of us fever...wat de....thn went to diff village oso the same....but i could not do anythign cos having fever....n headach...so i sit down there n watch lor....me kai ping juntian n sheila sick....wat de la...haix....we sat horse there....thn i n kai ping nearly fly out la....was so sacry la.....haha....fun man...sit go there n sit come bck haha....i was lyk e whole day not happy la cos my phone cunt send msg...i was so piss off e whole day la....thn was totally no mood.....haix....thn saw shooting star n alot of stars in e sky...nv saw b4 in singapore la....was lyk i cunt bear 2 leave there n went 2 slp....thn qweenie come n ask me go n slp cos i sick n dun get cold so i have 2 listen n go n slp.....wake up at 12plus cos of tt stupid gal clock la...wake me up...thn wait 4 fire fly 2 fly in but tt nite dun have le....so disappointed lor...wa so many bad things happening 2 me la...i hate my life man.....
19dec
wake up still got headach but fever gone le so k la.....waiting 4 e ppl tt work there de 2 come so tt we can go downstairs n worship together wif them....they were lyk so cheerful even though their life was worst thn us thn how abt me...my life was lyk better thn them dunno how many x la.....but i was not happy wif my life....wat e....haix...dunno oso la...thn aft e group photo tt we take at e village rite we sit bus went bck 2 phnom peuh...went 4 lunch thn off we go 4 shopping at e raser market.....brought alot of things arh.....thn we go bck hotel n put down our things thn we meet up n sit toot toot 2 go 2 e place where we ate our dinner....very cool lor i love e toot toot....haha...we were having fun there la....miss toot toot...haha..
20dec
woke up at 8plus...so gd rite...hahathn aft tt we went 2 central market n shop....brought alot of things....too many thing tt i wanna buy le cunt buy finish...cos time up le so we have 2 go le thn i lost my way out leh...was lyk wa lao eh....scary sia...thought i cunt walk out of there le lor....thn alot of rubbish come out of my mind la....thn finally i was able 2 walk out....thn aft tt explain 2 thm thn send ms goh n ms yang off....dunno where they went la...thn went bck 2 hotel n eat lunch....ate lucky burger again....thn aft tt went bck 2 central market 2 buy all we can lor....i buy until i not enough not enough money arh....haha...thn we have 2 rush 2 e airport le...thn whn we reach airport aft we had check in all our bags rite....we have 2 check in rite so we have 2 scan our body le thn hor.....i was shock le tt i got beep beep sound le...thn k lor nvm i let them scan my body....thn they found some mental staff wa i was lyk....ya...thn tt stupid da la pa hpr tok alot leh...i was alr very angry n piss off le lor...thn she down there tok so much la thn i shouted at her"can u just shut ur big ass mouth up anot"thn we just walk off left her lor hck care arh....thn we went shopping at e airport....i was so shock la....e cigg was so cheap n beer all is oso very cheap lor wa intend 2 buy but cnnt bring bck 2 singaporeso 4get it lor...ya...thnks quiting 4 treating us drink ya...fly bck 2 singapore le saw karen,jasmine n crystal....at e airport...went 2 east cost n eat satay bee hoon thn went 2 dad master hse thn aft tt i went hm cos i very tired....ya.....tts all i wan say....ya
bck frm retreat.....i think tis year retreat is better thn last year ba i oso dunno leh....haix...i n grace have a better relationship le ya....n i dun think i have a better relationship wif lycia....is not i dun wan i had alr put down my pride lower le leh n tok or joke wif u le leh i even fed u cos u hungry....shi li they all oso le wat u did wan frm us y cunt u take a first step 2 mix wif us....y must we make e first step....y cunt b u....i dun hate u or dislyk u....all i do 2 u is u make it 2 happen de...de so if u wan a better relationship wif me thn u should go n think wat u had done n said 2 me.....u said tt u wont regart but now hu is e 1 hu is regarting....IS U NOT ME......k....
"those hu r not my friend.....stop caling me....n stop asking ppl tt i love 2 cal me 2 cal u bck just cos u wan find dai ji wif me....i wont ans ur cal n reply ur msg.....n I M NOT SCARE OF U.....tts it....stop finding trouble le la hor....i m not s free s u....k...."
jie...can u stop making me jealous....i last x alr tel u le n we tok it out le but it coem bck again....whn e hell thn it will stop....if really lyk y dun u ignore me thn i think it will b better 4 e both of us lor....ya....i really cunt take hurt frm anyone anymore....i think i really need 2 find u come out n tok lor thn it will b better ya....i noe watever i do it will hurts u only watever she do thn wont la hor only she noe u de best....all of u have put me aside le...wat is tis....i hate it....I DAME FUCKING HATE IT LA CAN....jie why u all do this kind of thing 2 me......Y
MERRY CHRISTMAS.........
yesterday went 2 church....thn aft tt went 2 tm wif kaiping n lan....thn buy everything hao le hor thn we went 2 meet jas they all......thn off we go 2 alex chalet....thn aroung 9plus jas they all have 2 go hm le so off they go lor ya....thn we still down there cos we tom there....we eat play n walk walk...haha...thn aft tt we go up 2 e room....play mj wif kaiping n lan n ho sister....FUN....so funny la can....thn aroung 1plus...cos kah ho have 2 go hm le so we oso have 2 leave his parents call us go hm thn we alr said wan ton nite liao ma so k lor i called my jie see where r they...thn aft c we can ton at their hse ma...in de end all say no.....haix thn k lor we go town lor.....we sit cab go but is ofc.....noe y...cos kah ho sister friend tp us go there la....thnks alot ya....haha....thn we walk walk walk......suddenly someone ask me whether they can spare on me ma i say no....thn aft tt kp walk pass they got ask but i think she nv ans so they spare lor...thn i lagh haha.....thn they ran n spare on me leh....haha.....thn lan oso laugh but she too small le so nv kanna....haha...fun man....thn aft tt we walk 2 ps...n eat mac....i eat they slp...but is awhile de la so make no diff la....thn i sian cos they slp ma...so i done a art piece no is 2...i think is nice la but i dunno other think nice anot la...ya...thn aft awhile saw kelly n her 2 friend....thn they sit down n tok lor actually they wan go hm de but her friend say dun wan go so they nv go lor thn we sit until lyk 5plus...thn we all decied 2 walk 2 esplanded thn they go hm ya.....so we walk walk walk reach city hall le thn we very happy....thn we thought we saww yuan ying leh....thn we walk faster c isit her anot....but heng arh we nv shout arh....arh bo very ma lu lor....thn we reach esplanded around 6plus n is early 6 plus ya...so we sit down there n tok n crap....so funny until lan down there laugh until no soung hahaha.....thn waited 4 sun raise but it nv rasie at tt x so we went 2 sit bus n went bck 2 alj.....went 2 mac n eat breadfast......thn we fall aslp down there la cos too sian liao le only me n kai ping le lan go hm le so lyk tis lor....thn aft tt kaiping wake me up....thn we walk 2 108...cal rui jing 2 come down...while waiting we both fall aslp liao lor....is rui jing wake me up de lor...thn dunno wat happen thn we went hm....i was lyk huh wat happen...blur blur de look lor....haix....its so fun la...haha....
i think i will sliently love u ba...n let u feel tt i m letting u go ba ya.....i dun wish 2 c u suffer u noe ma...it make my heart break into pieces n i dun mind but i just dun wish 2 c tt happen 2 u can le ya....u happy can le....no matter wat happen i will protect u de ya....k..i dunno wat 2 say le...haix....i think i should stop toking abt u le i wan tok oso tok 2 myself le....dun bear 2 c u get hurt....haix.....y must tis kind of fucking things happen 2 me...WHY....ass hole lor..haix blame myself ba...cos i cause it de ya...haix...sadering
wat de fuck......ask u angry wif her arh...u tired of living le isit....if its ture u come tel me dun blame her la.....everything oso i k....she oso dunno tt i will do all tis rite...u angry or blame her 4 wat sia....u tis fucker.....if i were her stead i wont angry wif her i will angry wif tt person hu did it de......ARE U COUNTED A MAN.......deam piss off la.....u better treat her properly hor...if u hurt her r make her sad i will sure find u out de even if i dunno hu u i will go n make e effort n check it out de......so u better dun let me noe u play her or 2x her........
mei mei arh......i think we really need 2 sit down n tok lor....can u just stop pushing me 2 others whn u wish 2 have me.....i did not use u lor...is i was hurt by u n i had enough le how i wish tt we can sit down n tok lor....i dun wish 2 get hurt by u again lor i had enough can say tt i had overflowing or hurt le....i dun wan get it frm other ppl le including u....k...i just wish tt u can dun make me jealous n hope tt u can stay at my side.....so pls stop all tis leh la....
wat kind of jie r u......whn u fly i got send u....how abt u....whn i fly u got send me off ma...dun have only send my soul off la hor...think u oso dun even bother 2 send my soul off rite....only ur buddy ma.....hor....wat is tis man...haix...tel u la....i HAVE GIVEN UP HOPE ON E BOTH OF U LA HOR.....k happy.....u should b glad rite.......ya....i m very sadering towards u....bet u wont miss me...just lyk some of my jie rite.....4get it
where should i start.....hmmmm......let me think....k la shall start frm here...i m leaving sg le...abt erm...4 n a half hours x.....thn 8 days lyk tis thn will b bck....ya....haix....wont miss hm or wat...but will miss someone(u'll should noe hu la hor)...thn will my my mei n jie....n bao bei n 108....yea....haha....i hate singal life style sia...its sucks....how i wish i m attached la...haix....nvm i shall wait......eh...i dun noe wat 2 say le leh...haix..sian arh....(joyce i miss u alot n i love u alot)
haix....sad sia..i m gg oversea le...how i wish tt i can no need 2 go....i wish 2 go but i oso wish 2 bring u along....i dun mind paying everything 4 u.....all i wan is u 2 go wif me but i noe...haix dun wan say le la.....i think u oso dun wish 2 send me off lor....haix....y....u really hate me ma....or u r trying 2 make urself hate me...y must u do tis 2 me n urself....i really dun believe tt u break wif me cos u dun love me anymore lor.....i really dun believe tt i cunt win ur heart bck lor.....can u just give me 1 more chance 2 woo u bck.....dun ask me y....e ans i will give is still e same....COS I LOVE U......i m waititng 4 u......
all i need is u in my life.....i can give up adidas thing n b wif u....i can give up everything...all i need is u in my life....can u give me 1 more chance pls...i really cunt love others ex u....
fucking gal....dun think u big u can control everything of mine k.....U CUNT....only joyce can k even though she is smaller thn me...so wat if u r bigger thn me.....do i seems lyk i give a fucking deam...no rite..so stop all ur rubbish la k.....even though i m ur didi la...i noe i cunt scold u la but i think u r doing too much le lor.....feel lyk giving a tight slap n let u wake up arh...even though u everytime say i havent wake up rite but i think u oso havent wake up lor....i havent wake up cos i m still in love....no 1 can understand my feeling now de lor...not even u....only joyce can...y cos we stead b4 n she will noe wat i m thinking......if u dun lyk me rite....come n look 4 me IF U DARE....u ass hole...knnbccb.....i stand down there n wait 4 u arh......no need 2 do tis kind of stupid thing in scl n other thing tt i m same s u de rite.....fuck u la...deam piss off now la....i think u r just making my life sucks la..if u wan do 2 play wif me u come la k....DUN U DARE 2 TOUCH JOYCE LOH.....OR TRY 2 B FUNNY WIF HER LA K...IF NOT I WILL KILL U....how u make me i will return it bck 2 u ONE DAY....JUST WAIT N C.....u ass....fuck ur mother upside down la....knnbccb....FUCK OFF.....
y u everytime wanna make me de.....i really hate my life u noe ma.....do u noe tt i really love u alot...i really cunt live w/o u....all i just wan is u if not i rather die....live 4 wat....can u just give me 1 more chance.....now i cunt die cos if i die my kor will beat u up.....i dun wan....I HATE MY LIFE NOW I HATE IT.....y i cnnt die....y i cnnt have u bck y....cunt u just give me 1 more chance....I REALLY LOVE ALOT......I LOVE U....joyce i regarted...give me 1 more chance....
hu got e song....
- cry on my shoulder
- mixtape
- whered u go
- whn u believe
ya have de send me thnks......
me ping ling jia wen
me and jia wen jie....
now i m wondering whether i m ur god didi anot.....think ur world only got her lor....since u can have her y not i can have joyce....even though u 2 r not stead but look lyk stead lor....i n joyce only plus e name stead only...watever u 2 do is e same s wat stead do lor...u still wanna say me arh....pls la dun u think tt everyone around e both of u is lyk giving up on u 2 meh...i think u oso dun care le lor...only care abt her only la....so i tel u GIVE UP ON ME....just do e same s her k....n i tel u la if she dun have x 2 pai u rite dun cal my jie 2 play wif u or pai u la.....STOP USING E PPL AROUND U......k...stop all tis...i had enough of e both of u le...n i tel u i M GIVING UP......i give up on e both of u k.....i wondering isit u ask joyce 2 break wif me.....cos her reason 2 break wif me not only 1 lor...so if is u....u better give me bck my joyce k.....I M GG MAD by e both of u....if u all r stead thn i can tel u u have NO RITE 2 stop me n joyce relationship k......go n think urself.....if i m not ur didi or u dun wish 2 have a didi lyk me thn tel me rite into my face n i noe wat 2 do k......I REALLY CNNT TAKE IT ANYMORE....w/o joyce in my life is really SUCKS N FUCK k......u ass stop using my jie can le if u wan plsy or joke wif her do it u wif ur heart n not using thm just cos she is not wif u k.....n if u dun wish me 2 join rite thn tel me k....no need 2 turn round round de la k come straight into my face n tel me.....k....NOT HAPPY COME N FIND ME n tell me everything if u dare.....
yesterday went 2 malaysia....thn 1bad news is i got into a car accident...ya.....haix sian la....post ltr ya....
so long nv come posting le rite....k erm....let me think where i should start ya.....erm....i got camp sick lor....aiya..think i no mood 2 say abt camp ba dunno leh...haix...oso dunno y le mayb still worrying ba.....frm yesterday nite no mood until now lor wat de fuck......can u just tel me e fucking reason y u ... me ma......do u noe tt i dun like u...i alr love someone else le....so u have no chance le....GIVE UP BA.....i wont stead wif u de unless u r m beloved gal...i just wish 2 stead wif 1 gal tt is...J.L.....ba ge give up ba....i really wont stead or fall in love wif u de....n stop acting CUTE....u r not cute k......tts it...my bao bei mei mei oso dun lyk u n dun lyk me 2 b wif u so GET LOST.....n get out of my mind........i really hate u 4 breakiing me n joyce up.....I HATE U....do u noe tt i really cunt live w/o joyce n u'll breaking us up wat de fuck....i think u really very cb le....knabccb la u....go n fuck off la...khate u e most feel like killing u arh......WAT DE FUCK....NB
