everyone found their lover bck HOW ABT ME......arghhhh....i
hate my life....CAN U ALL STOP USING JOYCE....2 GET WAT U ALL WAN FRM
ME.....JUST STOP BOTHERING JOYCE K....JUST LEAVE HER ALONE....how i wish i can
get joyce bck.....n lyk others patch wif their x n have a happy happering...Y
CUNT I......arhhhhhhhh......i hate my life arh.......
Y
haha i very bad hor...come bck le nv share wif u 'll wat happen over ther hor...k i shall share now ya.....
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13dec
went 2 airport abt 12 plus i reach there le wif ya lan cos i tp her there ma ya...so gd of me rite haha...jk...thn 2plus there come le...thn check in...wait 4 x come b cook thn we go inside le lor...ya....at plane i n ruth n yan ling...sit 2gether...thn we eat 2 service u noe ma is lyk so funny la can...haha....miss those time we were 2gether sia haha.....thn reach cambodia le...wa i hate tt side e airport sia...dunno tt 1 is a airport or just a place 2 have peace sia...haix...nvm...thn we sit a van to e hotel...on e way there saw alot of things arh...is an eye opener 4 me ya....tt means singapore cunt do n c de there side all can c lor...ya haha....i love my room but aft tt ms wong they say they wan us 2 change room wif thm thn i dun lyk their room cos smaller thn our room leh...thn aiya nvm la.....got bath tub haha...
14dec
wake up abt 6plus thn went 2 710 4 morning devotion....thn went down 4 breadfast....thn off we go 2 e first place tt is WIDOW ISLAND......we sit van n boat there...ya....saw something more intersting sia....toilet no door no flus no roof top de le is lyk open space thn only a cloth cover e side only lor,cow so skinney....i thought its was a goat le whn i saw e cow bck view tt x....wa so funny sia....thn went to tour around the village...e fish pond hor...cnnt c until e fish e leh u noe y ....cos e water was so dirty until i c only those dirty staff n no fish....haha...thn went to e wheat farm....k la nice view ya....can let ppl have a peacefull mind 2 think of wat they wan think lor ya...thn lunch time...u can saw e kid run hm n take their bowl n spone n run bck 2 e meeting point de lor....they will line up n wait 4 thier turn 2 take rice n soup ONLY.....no dice de leh...thn they will pray together n eat together.....lyk 1 BIG FAMILY lor....was so touch by them la....aft eating they rest thn i fall aslp cos i too tired le so i dunno wat they do n happen ya....thn aft tt e time has come so we had 2 perform our story 2 them...my group de is water change into wine..in e bk of john....ya...thn teach thm e 10 words...while i was teaching thm they will lyk keep on trying 2 say it correctly la n they will teach us thier lauange oso lor....so funny la...i,queenie n ms esther was laughing though out the whole teaching la....thn those mdm who come n look de oso laugh lor...ya can imagine how funny itis le rite...haha...at first i was lyk so anti social la...dun tok dun smile....just stand down there n c lor...haix...thn went bck le...we go eat dinner....we eat pinapple rice n tom yam noodle ya...thn went bck 2 hotel le...aft everything liao rite...we went bck n bath....thn party x haha...all of them come 2 our(me,ruth,jun tian)room n have party...10of us soak our leg inside e hot water in e bath tub la.....ya thn aft tt went 2 slp le ya.....
15dec
7.30 leave hotel heading 2 widow island again.....reach there,some of the kid hold thier hands n start walking wif us....we start wif a dance;chicken dance......thn follow by story n teach them 10words....aft lunch......play a chinese game cal lao ing zua xiao zi......thn juntian was bitten by red ants....i oso kanna bitten....b4 tt we was lyk trying 2 carry e wheat lor i thought it would b very heavy but guess wat i was so light la....but cos i carry another type de got wood at my shoulder de so it is very pain la but i think it is very fun le haha.....ate french bread 4 lunch....the kid were every easy contentd....love thm n miss thm lor...haix.....went 2 their scl....wa was an eye opener 4 me lor...no fan n light de lor....wat de....if i were thm arh i will die there arh...haha....thn cut it short la hor....went 2 church n brough tthings 4 friends...thn e teacher there is lyk wat de fuck so fierce la....thn haix....off we go 2 eat dinner at lucky burger....thn we went bck 2 hotel there e lucky burher n eat aft eating went 2 bck 2 our room thn aft everything hao le we go 2 kp room n have PARTY....haha....
16dec
went 2 dumpsite.....wa i was lyk so scared tt i will vomit there la....thn whn we reach there le rite....e smell start 2 come le lor....thn i thought i could not ta han le but in e end i stop breathing frm my nose thn k liao thn aft tt we went 2 their work place thn we come out le rite got 1 small boy coem n lyk wanna me 2 carry him lyk tis lor....so i carried him....stillok la...i lyk e kids over there....s well s e widow island kids...haha.....thn aft tt we go le rite...we go n eat lunch aft tt shopping....dinner at boat cool rite...knew some gal at there n is 4th coy.....gals ya...haha....thn aft tt we went 2 their room n have a chat but nth 2 tok so we sit 4 awhile thn we go liao lor.....ya....
17dec
sit 3h bus 2 barai village....put down everything thn rest 4 abt 2h...aft tt went 2 1 of e village....thougth they will lyk widow island kids lyk tis but i was wrong....i dun tt side e kids...not contented n somemore its greedy....haix...dinner had steamboat...no rice de le n only got 1 dish....n noodle le no more liao le wa lao n is lyk so nan ci la can....thn aft tt went bck 2 village....wsh up wash half way black out.....kp,rui xiang n queenie was lyk scare of darkness like tis la....thn we were finding our touch light....thn e light come bck liao le....thn we faster walk bck haha.......thn aft everything ok liao rite....went 2 slp but b4 tt kai ping was playing wif rui xiang thn i very de sian so i join in.....aft tt i very tired liao le so i went bck 2 slp.....
18dec
went 2 another village 2 teach thm but i was hardly teach cos not feeling well.....thn somemore they dun wan learnt lor...thn 4get it lor....thn she say wat i should not have tis kind if att...but i was not feeling welll thn wat u wan me 2 do...having headach n slight fever....thn we went bck 2 e village n eat luch n rest...eat maggie noodle thn i went 2 slp while other playing....only me n kai ping slp....aft tt we wake up both of us fever...wat de....thn went to diff village oso the same....but i could not do anythign cos having fever....n headach...so i sit down there n watch lor....me kai ping juntian n sheila sick....wat de la...haix....we sat horse there....thn i n kai ping nearly fly out la....was so sacry la.....haha....fun man...sit go there n sit come bck haha....i was lyk e whole day not happy la cos my phone cunt send msg...i was so piss off e whole day la....thn was totally no mood.....haix....thn saw shooting star n alot of stars in e sky...nv saw b4 in singapore la....was lyk i cunt bear 2 leave there n went 2 slp....thn qweenie come n ask me go n slp cos i sick n dun get cold so i have 2 listen n go n slp.....wake up at 12plus cos of tt stupid gal clock la...wake me up...thn wait 4 fire fly 2 fly in but tt nite dun have le....so disappointed lor...wa so many bad things happening 2 me la...i hate my life man.....
19dec
wake up still got headach but fever gone le so k la.....waiting 4 e ppl tt work there de 2 come so tt we can go downstairs n worship together wif them....they were lyk so cheerful even though their life was worst thn us thn how abt me...my life was lyk better thn them dunno how many x la.....but i was not happy wif my life....wat e....haix...dunno oso la...thn aft e group photo tt we take at e village rite we sit bus went bck 2 phnom peuh...went 4 lunch thn off we go 4 shopping at e raser market.....brought alot of things arh.....thn we go bck hotel n put down our things thn we meet up n sit toot toot 2 go 2 e place where we ate our dinner....very cool lor i love e toot toot....haha...we were having fun there la....miss toot toot...haha..
20dec
woke up at 8plus...so gd rite...hahathn aft tt we went 2 central market n shop....brought alot of things....too many thing tt i wanna buy le cunt buy finish...cos time up le so we have 2 go le thn i lost my way out leh...was lyk wa lao eh....scary sia...thought i cunt walk out of there le lor....thn alot of rubbish come out of my mind la....thn finally i was able 2 walk out....thn aft tt explain 2 thm thn send ms goh n ms yang off....dunno where they went la...thn went bck 2 hotel n eat lunch....ate lucky burger again....thn aft tt went bck 2 central market 2 buy all we can lor....i buy until i not enough not enough money arh....haha...thn we have 2 rush 2 e airport le...thn whn we reach airport aft we had check in all our bags rite....we have 2 check in rite so we have 2 scan our body le thn hor.....i was shock le tt i got beep beep sound le...thn k lor nvm i let them scan my body....thn they found some mental staff wa i was lyk....ya...thn tt stupid da la pa hpr tok alot leh...i was alr very angry n piss off le lor...thn she down there tok so much la thn i shouted at her"can u just shut ur big ass mouth up anot"thn we just walk off left her lor hck care arh....thn we went shopping at e airport....i was so shock la....e cigg was so cheap n beer all is oso very cheap lor wa intend 2 buy but cnnt bring bck 2 singaporeso 4get it lor...ya...thnks quiting 4 treating us drink ya...fly bck 2 singapore le saw karen,jasmine n crystal....at e airport...went 2 east cost n eat satay bee hoon thn went 2 dad master hse thn aft tt i went hm cos i very tired....ya.....tts all i wan say....ya
bck frm retreat.....i think tis year retreat is better thn last year ba i oso dunno leh....haix...i n grace have a better relationship le ya....n i dun think i have a better relationship wif lycia....is not i dun wan i had alr put down my pride lower le leh n tok or joke wif u le leh i even fed u cos u hungry....shi li they all oso le wat u did wan frm us y cunt u take a first step 2 mix wif us....y must we make e first step....y cunt b u....i dun hate u or dislyk u....all i do 2 u is u make it 2 happen de...de so if u wan a better relationship wif me thn u should go n think wat u had done n said 2 me.....u said tt u wont regart but now hu is e 1 hu is regarting....IS U NOT ME......k...."those hu r not my friend.....stop caling me....n stop asking ppl tt i love 2 cal me 2 cal u bck just cos u wan find dai ji wif me....i wont ans ur cal n reply ur msg.....n I M NOT SCARE OF U.....tts it....stop finding trouble le la hor....i m not s free s u....k...."
jie...can u stop making me jealous....i last x alr tel u le n we tok it out le but it coem bck again....whn e hell thn it will stop....if really lyk y dun u ignore me thn i think it will b better 4 e both of us lor....ya....i really cunt take hurt frm anyone anymore....i think i really need 2 find u come out n tok lor thn it will b better ya....i noe watever i do it will hurts u only watever she do thn wont la hor only she noe u de best....all of u have put me aside le...wat is tis....i hate it....I DAME FUCKING HATE IT LA CAN....jie why u all do this kind of thing 2 me......Y
i think i will sliently love u ba...n let u feel tt i m letting u go ba ya.....i dun wish 2 c u suffer u noe ma...it make my heart break into pieces n i dun mind but i just dun wish 2 c tt happen 2 u can le ya....u happy can le....no matter wat happen i will protect u de ya....k..i dunno wat 2 say le...haix....i think i should stop toking abt u le i wan tok oso tok 2 myself le....dun bear 2 c u get hurt....haix.....y must tis kind of fucking things happen 2 me...WHY....ass hole lor..haix blame myself ba...cos i cause it de ya...haix...sadering
wat de fuck......ask u angry wif her arh...u tired of living le isit....if its ture u come tel me dun blame her la.....everything oso i k....she oso dunno tt i will do all tis rite...u angry or blame her 4 wat sia....u tis fucker.....if i were her stead i wont angry wif her i will angry wif tt person hu did it de......ARE U COUNTED A MAN.......deam piss off la.....u better treat her properly hor...if u hurt her r make her sad i will sure find u out de even if i dunno hu u i will go n make e effort n check it out de......so u better dun let me noe u play her or 2x her........
mei mei arh......i think we really need 2 sit down n tok lor....can u just stop pushing me 2 others whn u wish 2 have me.....i did not use u lor...is i was hurt by u n i had enough le how i wish tt we can sit down n tok lor....i dun wish 2 get hurt by u again lor i had enough can say tt i had overflowing or hurt le....i dun wan get it frm other ppl le including u....k...i just wish tt u can dun make me jealous n hope tt u can stay at my side.....so pls stop all tis leh la....
wat kind of jie r u......whn u fly i got send u....how abt u....whn i fly u got send me off ma...dun have only send my soul off la hor...think u oso dun even bother 2 send my soul off rite....only ur buddy ma.....hor....wat is tis man...haix...tel u la....i HAVE GIVEN UP HOPE ON E BOTH OF U LA HOR.....k happy.....u should b glad rite.......ya....i m very sadering towards u....bet u wont miss me...just lyk some of my jie rite.....4get it
where should i start.....hmmmm......let me think....k la shall start frm here...i m leaving sg le...abt erm...4 n a half hours x.....thn 8 days lyk tis thn will b bck....ya....haix....wont miss hm or wat...but will miss someone(u'll should noe hu la hor)...thn will my my mei n jie....n bao bei n 108....yea....haha....i hate singal life style sia...its sucks....how i wish i m attached la...haix....nvm i shall wait......eh...i dun noe wat 2 say le leh...haix..sian arh....(joyce i miss u alot n i love u alot)
haix....sad sia..i m gg oversea le...how i wish tt i can no need 2 go....i wish 2 go but i oso wish 2 bring u along....i dun mind paying everything 4 u.....all i wan is u 2 go wif me but i noe...haix dun wan say le la.....i think u oso dun wish 2 send me off lor....haix....y....u really hate me ma....or u r trying 2 make urself hate me...y must u do tis 2 me n urself....i really dun believe tt u break wif me cos u dun love me anymore lor.....i really dun believe tt i cunt win ur heart bck lor.....can u just give me 1 more chance 2 woo u bck.....dun ask me y....e ans i will give is still e same....COS I LOVE U......i m waititng 4 u......
all i need is u in my life.....i can give up adidas thing n b wif u....i can give up everything...all i need is u in my life....can u give me 1 more chance pls...i really cunt love others ex u....
fucking gal....dun think u big u can control everything of mine k.....U CUNT....only joyce can k even though she is smaller thn me...so wat if u r bigger thn me.....do i seems lyk i give a fucking deam...no rite..so stop all ur rubbish la k.....even though i m ur didi la...i noe i cunt scold u la but i think u r doing too much le lor.....feel lyk giving a tight slap n let u wake up arh...even though u everytime say i havent wake up rite but i think u oso havent wake up lor....i havent wake up cos i m still in love....no 1 can understand my feeling now de lor...not even u....only joyce can...y cos we stead b4 n she will noe wat i m thinking......if u dun lyk me rite....come n look 4 me IF U DARE....u ass hole...knnbccb.....i stand down there n wait 4 u arh......no need 2 do tis kind of stupid thing in scl n other thing tt i m same s u de rite.....fuck u la...deam piss off now la....i think u r just making my life sucks la..if u wan do 2 play wif me u come la k....DUN U DARE 2 TOUCH JOYCE LOH.....OR TRY 2 B FUNNY WIF HER LA K...IF NOT I WILL KILL U....how u make me i will return it bck 2 u ONE DAY....JUST WAIT N C.....u ass....fuck ur mother upside down la....knnbccb....FUCK OFF.....
y u everytime wanna make me de.....i really hate my life u noe ma.....do u noe tt i really love u alot...i really cunt live w/o u....all i just wan is u if not i rather die....live 4 wat....can u just give me 1 more chance.....now i cunt die cos if i die my kor will beat u up.....i dun wan....I HATE MY LIFE NOW I HATE IT.....y i cnnt die....y i cnnt have u bck y....cunt u just give me 1 more chance....I REALLY LOVE ALOT......I LOVE U....joyce i regarted...give me 1 more chance....
hu got e song.... ya have de send me thnks......
me ping ling jia wen
now i m wondering whether i m ur god didi anot.....think ur world only got her lor....since u can have her y not i can have joyce....even though u 2 r not stead but look lyk stead lor....i n joyce only plus e name stead only...watever u 2 do is e same s wat stead do lor...u still wanna say me arh....pls la dun u think tt everyone around e both of u is lyk giving up on u 2 meh...i think u oso dun care le lor...only care abt her only la....so i tel u GIVE UP ON ME....just do e same s her k....n i tel u la if she dun have x 2 pai u rite dun cal my jie 2 play wif u or pai u la.....STOP USING E PPL AROUND U......k...stop all tis...i had enough of e both of u le...n i tel u i M GIVING UP......i give up on e both of u k.....i wondering isit u ask joyce 2 break wif me.....cos her reason 2 break wif me not only 1 lor...so if is u....u better give me bck my joyce k.....I M GG MAD by e both of u....if u all r stead thn i can tel u u have NO RITE 2 stop me n joyce relationship k......go n think urself.....if i m not ur didi or u dun wish 2 have a didi lyk me thn tel me rite into my face n i noe wat 2 do k......I REALLY CNNT TAKE IT ANYMORE....w/o joyce in my life is really SUCKS N FUCK k......u ass stop using my jie can le if u wan plsy or joke wif her do it u wif ur heart n not using thm just cos she is not wif u k.....n if u dun wish me 2 join rite thn tel me k....no need 2 turn round round de la k come straight into my face n tel me.....k....NOT HAPPY COME N FIND ME n tell me everything if u dare.....
yesterday went 2 malaysia....thn 1bad news is i got into a car accident...ya.....haix sian la....post ltr ya....
so long nv come posting le rite....k erm....let me think where i should start ya.....erm....i got camp sick lor....aiya..think i no mood 2 say abt camp ba dunno leh...haix...oso dunno y le mayb still worrying ba.....frm yesterday nite no mood until now lor wat de fuck......can u just tel me e fucking reason y u ... me ma......do u noe tt i dun like u...i alr love someone else le....so u have no chance le....GIVE UP BA.....i wont stead wif u de unless u r m beloved gal...i just wish 2 stead wif 1 gal tt is...J.L.....ba ge give up ba....i really wont stead or fall in love wif u de....n stop acting CUTE....u r not cute k......tts it...my bao bei mei mei oso dun lyk u n dun lyk me 2 b wif u so GET LOST.....n get out of my mind........i really hate u 4 breakiing me n joyce up.....I HATE U....do u noe tt i really cunt live w/o joyce n u'll breaking us up wat de fuck....i think u really very cb le....knabccb la u....go n fuck off la...khate u e most feel like killing u arh......WAT DE FUCK....NB
