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MY HANDPHONE KANNA CON LE LA......ARGHHHH hope tt my dad can faster go n take bck my HP thn return it bck 2 me......i can live w/o hp but i cunt live w/o you....u should noe i m referring 2 hu rite......shall end here le ya.....joyce can i have you bck pls...i can do watever u dun lyk de just wan u 2 give me a chance...i will wait 4 u 2 coem bck de....joyce i m still waiting 4 u 2 come bck.. i love u alot n i miss deeply.....can u just give me 1 last n only chance....PLS
haix sian la....i m sick again....n tis x worst lor...wtf...sian...thn nv go scl 2day stay at hm....haha...but i miss someone in scl leh but i cunt go scl thn how....sian lor...haha...wondering hows crystal le...dunno she got go scl ma...haix....i alr 3 day nv see until her le i been missing her day n nite but do she noe...she dunno....she oso dun wan bother abt me lor...if she wan bother abt me rite u wan i sick go scl oso no pro arh...i will sure go de....she say i wan u stay at hm i will sure stay de lor....but now is she dun even wan c or tok 2 me arh.....how 2...haix...y cunt u'll return her bck 2 me...i dun ask 4 much i just ask tt she can come bck 2 me....i been regareting y should i let go of her....haix...all cos of me...i m sry...baby i am so sry....u should noe hu i m toking rite....haix..only she noe no one noe....joyce can u just gie me a last chance 2 patch bck wif u...i been waiting 4 u do u noe tt....do u noe tt i love u alot...n i miss u deeply...joyce i wan u bck....i love you joyce...
haix....i alr nv tok 2 e 5 of them 4 2-3 days le leh...should i contiune dun bother abt them....or should i go n lyk last x lyk tis....but still angry leh how sia....haix....dunno la....now my 2 baobei sick liao la...crystal n jasmine.....haix.....
crystal....u ok ma....ur flu n s.t k ma....must take care of urself k...u wan eat anything just tel ah gong k...ah gong go n buy n let u eat ya...faster get well k....drink more water ya...bath hot water ya....
jasmine....u tis naughty mei mei...sick dun wan go n c doctor haix....u k ma....haix....u wan eat anything tel kor kor k kor kor help u buy k...must take care hor...drink more water ya....must take care ya....haix....sad arh.....hu can return joyce bck 2 me huh...i m regretting arghhh..joyce i wan u bck...
i been sick since sunday....fever go up n down aft tt gone thn coem bck again dunno wats e pro wif me la....thn had a bad flu n cough really bad cough...lyk wan cough my lung or heart out....thn hor SOMEONE hor noe i cough think she noe i sick le thn she still dun wan come n tok or concern me leh....fine lor...i alr said i start everything first so we shall wait...if SHE really wanna forget abt me s a kor rite thn let it b ba....haix theres nth i can do...
scl was so suck la but only math lesson fun only...haha....cos we went 4 a tour...hope tmw oso can haha....thn went 108....everythign same but hor i damn angry wif the 2 of them la....saw me lyk saw glass lyk tis lor dun even bother 2 say hi 2 me la...dun wan cal me nvm dun even bother 2 say hi....thn they say they lazy n tired....wa if it is kp they rite they will sure run there n say hi no matter how tired they are they will RUN there lor...haix...fine la i m too disappointed in them le la mayb can say jealous ba dunno la hack care la....aiya last x oso lyk tis i shut my mouth up but now i cnnt take it le la....i so tern them in the end wat i get NTH...wat de fuck...everyone is treating me lyk tis la.....why u all wan treat me lyk tis WHY.....fuck la i treat the 5 of u not gd meh...WHY MUST U ALL TREAT ME LYK TIS.....arghhh....suar la....i m too disappointed in u all le...haix...wat should i do....nb sia...joyce can i ask u 4 patch n u agree can ma....i alr cunt take it by myself le la...i really need u
yesterday until now still having fever sia....frm 37.8 -39.1.....wa lao eh....now better....38.6....must tc liao le dun have joyce 2 take care of me le so i have 2 take care of myself but i hope i noe how 2 tc of myself ba.....hope joyce can come bck 2 my sdie......joyce can u give me 1 more chance...i really wanna u bck can ma...pls...n i really love u alot u noe ma...miss u alot leh...haix....
bck frm chiong le....k let me tel u wat i do.....
went 2 disco thn aft tt eat thai food.....wa lao eh is lyk damn hot lor.....thn i eat afew mouth only lor....thn aft tt i damn hungry....thn aft tt i drink some funny drink only afew mouth thn i gave sew long drink cos she need a lot of drink....thn aft tt drink 2 cup 2 tiger beer only thn aft tt we drink back label.....wa i drink 35 plus of glasses of tt lor.....thn i not drunk lor.....so gd rite....but hor i vomite 3 times.....is lyk wat the fuck la.....thn thn aft tt drink the thai tom yam soup....wa fuck la so hot lor thn i drink only afew mouth oso lor.....wa.....thn aft tt went 2 sew long hse n stay overnite.....ya tts it......2day de chiong quite ok la.....ya....tts it......4 bao bei i miss u all leh.....hope u all enjoy de camp ya...
sian arh....2day so early come hm thn aft tt i gg out 2 meet my "aunty"haha...veyr sian lor i have no stead....really wish 4 a gal 2 jio me...haha...lame lor....
bao bei mei mei arh(pl).....sian lor....e 4 of u gg camp thn i lonely de at hm sigh sigh....hahaha....hope u all will have fun during e camp ya....haha....must take care of yourself k....if kai ping bully anyone of u tel me k....haha....hope u all will enjoy ya......haha.....how pl can u tel kor wat 2 do...i m so confuess now n so troubled la even though u can c me laugh but i m not truly happy deep insid emy broken heart...do u noe tt....do u really dun wish 2 patch or have another try wif me...do u really wish tt i can let u go....if its true thn u tel me wat u wan me 2 do but i dunno i can make it anot but i hope i can woo u bck...tts all i ask frm u....
wa....2day feel so funny lor....haix....dunno y leh....feel so dead worry 4 my baobei granddaughter la....haix.....u ok ma.....i really wish tt u can tel me wat happen 2 u ma....haix...thn aft tt feel so troubled lor....is lyk wat de la...i really dunno wat 2 do n how 2 handle it lor...how HOW ARH.....die le la if lyk tis hor i sure die de la.....haix can u tel me wat happen haix....damn worry 4 u can.....haix...dunno wat 2 say or do leh....haix....lyk tis lor....haix...dun post le if not hor....haix....baobei mei mei (pl)....how can tel kor kor wat 2 do ma....arh..... joyce can u tel me wat u wan me 2 do thn u will tok or even mix wif me...i really love you alot sia
now in scl wish tt can faster dismiss...cos i too sian liao le....haix.....yesterday nite shili was lyk laughing e whole nite la.....she start laughing whn she tok 2 her gan didi thn aft tt she hang up wif her le rite....she called me n we tok thn tok tok tok tok tok thn suddenly she laugh laugh laugh laugh....thn i oso laugh laugh laugh hahaha...was lyk kind of funny la....haha....aft tt my ping ling cal me thn she oso join in e fun lor.....the three of us crap all e way till we hang up e phone...haha....thn 2day was punish by mr lian la....wat de....i was late 4 his class cos of some reason la.....thn aft tt i come up e clss le rite he ask me 2 do pump 40 thn aft tt my lip stard thn add another 50 pump le so totoal is 90 pump 90 PUMPS leh...do until i no energy le lor...haha.....nvm la....aft tt i need 2 go n find jas le need 2 ask her something ya.....haix....was kind of sad 2day lor....4 some reason la....haix....hope she will noe thn she can comfort me....but too bad she is not my stead anymore le...so haix....u should understand le rite...haix......joyce can u patch bck wif me.....i really need u.....2 comfort,lead,guide and support me....all i just need is ur love dun u noe tt....I LOVE YOU
i m so piss off by u la.....is lyk wat de fuck.....yesterday hor....wa i was so piss off by the both of them la...they think they wat sia got wat rite 2 say me.....haix alot arh....haix.....2day is lyk wat i saw e person i love e most de hor saw alot of time u noe....was lyk so happy la haha....thn hor waned 2 tok 2 my granddaughter de but hor she went off le dun even have e time 2 tok 2 her lor....wat de la....haix.....do i stand a chnace 2 patch bck wif her?????i hope i have cos i really love her alot....cunt she just give me a chance.....i love you deeply....
is over everythign is over....so stop asking me abt my relationship.......i dun wish 2 cry again........a bunk should not cry de so stop making me cry.....even though i no ei m a useless bunk la but u all oso no need 2 make me cry de rite.....keep on asking me y we break....how i noe y sh ewan break wif me arh ......mayb co si m useless ba.........tts de end of our relationship k joyce break wif gerrie chua le k.....so dun ask anymore......frm 2day on i m not gg 2 act happy le....just 2 make her think tt i m happy but i m not I HAD ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING........i been waiting 4 her 2 come bck...now u telme tt she hate me....wat worng have i done 2 make u hate me.....can u just tel me........y....WHY WHY WHY....y ohters can patch bck wif their love ones y cunt i.....y cunt we b together.....y....do u really dun love me anymore....or u r trying 2 make ursevles dun love me n love others.....HUH WHICH 1.......y....y cunt u give me 1 last chance....i can change just 4 ur seek k........i dun give a damn wat others will c me or say abt me alli just need is u hoe u c me n say me.........joyce i really love u alor arh.....all i ask frm u is ur love and ur turst....n i really regareted...i been waiting 4 my gal 2 come bck 2 me...gal whn can u come bck 2 me n give me a chnce 2 show u my ture love 4 u....all i just need now is not money is not my studies all i nees is U,joyce loh 2 come bck 2 me tt all i ask frm u n my wish will come ture....i dun need anything....all i noe now is tt i REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT n I REALLY CUNT LIVE W/O YOU.....
i feeling very damn hurt now.....do u really have stead.....or u r just trying 2 make me give up on u only nia.....i tel u la my love 4 u havent fade away k...i still love u alot k....joyce can u tel me y u wn bk wif me since u noe tt i love u so much thn y do u still wan bk wif me......w/o u in my life i found out tt my life is so empty n meaningless lor....last x wif u around my life is full of joy n laughter now my life is all those hurt n sorrows......do u wan me 2 knee down infornt of u thn u will patch bck wif me isit......u dun lyk de thing i alr nv do le leh wat u lyk me 2 do i alr do it le...if theres anything u not happy wif me u tel me i can change de all i just is 1 more chance 2 be love by u....tt is PATCH.....can i n may i......yesterday cried 4 1h plus n tis is e second x tt i m so sad n hurt thn i will cry until so wat de lor.....both x oso cos of u no ohter gals le......i really only love joyce loh n not jeryn fok rui wen.........i really dun lyk tt fucker....dun say lyk arh i love oso dun love her......cos i only love u....one n only gak in my heart rite now.......no 1 can replace ur place in my deep broken heart.......JOYCE I LOVE U 4EVER...........2321 hope tt it will b together again.....0306....together le hua hope tt it will last long is in damn long.......love her always n forever.....
do you noe tt i m still waiting 4 u....n i can swear tt my LOVE for u havent fade n it will nv fade away....can u tel me y u dun wan patch wif me....all i wish is tt u patch wif me.....i dun wan other thing le....promiss u tt i will listen 2 u n i wont lie or hid anything 2 u even cnnt say i will oso tel u....cna u just give me 1 last chance...i really need u alot u noe ma...i really cunt live w/o u....w/o u in my life is so meaningless lor.......joyce can u patch bck wif me i really love u alot n i miss u alot u noe ma....everytime c u lyk tis hor it hurts me lots u noe ma....n i m very worry abt u....dun u noe tt....I LOVE U N I MISS U......all i ask frm GOD is tt joyce can patch bck wif me tts all i ask 4
2day dunno wat de fuck happen la...mood swing until very wat leh....thn hor which stuipd person hor bully my grand daughter leh...wan die arh huh.....make her angry 4 wat sia...wat de fuck....haix....totally no mood now la....someone ask me 2 shut up leh....wa lao i hate it man.....ASK ME SHUT UP LEH......haix.....k lor thn i shall not tok 2 tt person le lor since u wan me shut up thn i shall SHUT UP k....happy....2day lyk luo tang ji lyk tis thn still go n play basketball.....somemore is big rain lor....haha....lame rite thn eat ice cream....sian la...my life...hate my life sia...haix.....<s>can u just give me 1 last chance pls i really need u in my life lor...i really cunt dare 2 leave u joyce i love umy life w/o u is so meaningless
since u say tt u dun understand me y dun u try 2 understand me leh....y dun u open up ur mouth n ask me????since u dun wan 2 ask me or try 2 tok 2 me thn i can tel u u will 4EVER wont noe wat i m thinking n wat is happen 2 me de k....u think shili they all no need tok 2 me thn she will noe everything meh....she oso make a effort 2 tok 2 me n ask me staff de ma rite so take e step ba....i wont take e step out anymore le...tts it...kdo u noe tt i been waiting 4 u
i hate every month de 9.....i really hate it...nth gd will happen 2 me de....it will only make me feel sad n feel lyk giving up my life only lor.....is not her fault is my fault.....but i noe how important u r 2 me le lor n i noe it long x ago k not tt we r not together thn i noe k....i been waiting 4 u do u noe tt.....i dun really care whether u will hurt me 1 more time anot but all i noe is i wan u bck....tts it.....can u give me 1 more chance...n tis x round i wan put it in low profile....i dun wan u 2 get upset cos cos of relationship or other thing le....i promiss tt i will give u happiness de....can u give me 1 last chance pls....i really need u n i really love u alot.....i really cunt live w/o u in my life
wat iis happening 2 me 2day.....y even god oso dun wan help me....is lyk wat de fuck la.....i m sry tt ignore you all....i just dun wish 2 tok......cos something damn bad happen 2 me 2day......I HATE GERRIE CHUA SI WEI.......he make his xstead suffer thn now come n blame himself oso no use le cos she wont PATCH bck anymore......wat de fuck....so wat 4 live in tis world w/o her.....WAT DE POINT......
cos of me thn u will bcome lonely de lor....I M SO SRY.....do u noe how hurt i m now n how i feel now.....let me tel u i feel so hurt rite now....i m rite bside u...i really miss u alot u noe ma...n i love u....i m sry 4 making once again feel so lonely.....I M SRY.....i feel so hurt rite inside my heart do u noe tt....not only u feel lonely me too.....haix.....n feel so meaningless in my life since aft u had left me alone in tis world....haix.....i love u.....muack......
3 jan
was all our first day of scl.....i dun inten 2 go bck scl de leh but hor....haix.....in de end i went bck scl haha.....nth much happen la.....i nv get caught 4....haha...was so happy la....so ya lesson was boring...boring until hor i go n msg ppl haha....lame.....
4 jan
everything same....had my height n weight....grow taller by 1cm.....grow fater le...saddering sia...haix :( thn aft scl go up hall c e sec1 pals dance....very nice but hor whn i saw jas dance tt x hor i was lyk laughing lyk hell la...so funny..haha.....thn aft tt i went 4 e cca tok.....very fast end liao lei i oso dunno y leh....haha....aft tt went 2 walk pass e sec 1 classes....happy at first but aft tt my mood swing lyk hell.....cos she tok me 1 sentence tt is.......DUN MSG ME ANYMORE.....i dunno wat wrong i done 2 make her so angry abt me leh...thn i was lyk totally no mood 2 go n meet my 2 jie liao lor....haix....was saddering tt day.....thn went 2 meet thm tt x my phone nearly lost...i mean real LOST.....i was lyk so fuck up la..so i faster ran bck n look 4 it thnk god tt my phone was there...haha...if not arh i tel u i will cry arh.....haha....
5 jan
scl was so boring.....do e stupid mess pe hor....do jumping jack do until i so piss off wif them la....we did abt 8-9 set of 30 leh.....thni think she not feeling well wanna go n concern her oso cnnt cos she wont ans me de n i dun dare oso i oso dunno y leh.....thn my mood half gone leh just by cing her lyk tis feel so heart pain.....haix.......thn b4 gg 2 e mr lim yan hock tt tok rite went 2 hall....thn she was there sitting glad tt no 1 go n distube her while she was resting.....haha.....but she still lyk stomach pain lyk tis leh....haix....sry la i dare not go n ask u myself....i scare u will angry n walk off while u r still in pain...so i nv go n ask u...u ask me not 2 msg u so i nv.....haix....thn aft tt p.l came 2 me n complain abt 1 sec1 boy make her so piss off la....thn b4 i go i wanna go n ask tt boy 2 sit down de but hor tt p.l lor pull my hand n dun let me go dunno wat she is doing la siao 1 leh she.....haha...thn went 2 esther n told esther.....ya....tt ah lim tok was so boring....n my life w/o was so meaningless....haix...sadering sia.....
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