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haix sian la....i m sick again....n tis x worst lor...wtf...sian...thn nv go scl 2day stay at hm....haha...but i miss someone in scl leh but i cunt go scl thn how....sian lor...haha...wondering hows crystal le...dunno she got go scl ma...haix....i alr 3 day nv see until her le i been missing her day n nite but do she noe...she dunno....she oso dun wan bother abt me lor...if she wan bother abt me rite u wan i sick go scl oso no pro arh...i will sure go de....she say i wan u stay at hm i will sure stay de lor....but now is she dun even wan c or tok 2 me arh.....how 2...haix...y cunt u'll return her bck 2 me...i dun ask 4 much i just ask tt she can come bck 2 me....i been regareting y should i let go of her....haix...all cos of me...i m sry...baby i am so sry....u should noe hu i m toking rite....haix..only she noe no one noe....
haix....i alr nv tok 2 e 5 of them 4 2-3 days le leh...should i contiune dun bother abt them....or should i go n lyk last x lyk tis....but still angry leh how sia....haix....dunno la....now my 2 baobei sick liao la...crystal n jasmine.....haix.....
i been sick since sunday....fever go up n down aft tt gone thn coem bck again dunno wats e pro wif me la....thn had a bad flu n cough really bad cough...lyk wan cough my lung or heart out....thn hor SOMEONE hor noe i cough think she noe i sick le thn she still dun wan come n tok or concern me leh....fine lor...i alr said i start everything first so we shall wait...if SHE really wanna forget abt me s a kor rite thn let it b ba....haix theres nth i can do...
yesterday until now still having fever sia....frm 37.8 -39.1.....wa lao eh....now better....38.6....must tc liao le dun have joyce 2 take care of me le so i have 2 take care of myself but i hope i noe how 2 tc of myself ba.....hope joyce can come bck 2 my sdie......
bck frm chiong le....k let me tel u wat i do.....
sian arh....2day so early come hm thn aft tt i gg out 2 meet my "aunty"haha...veyr sian lor i have no stead....really wish 4 a gal 2 jio me...haha...lame lor....
wa....2day feel so funny lor....haix....dunno y leh....feel so dead worry 4 my baobei granddaughter la....haix.....u ok ma.....i really wish tt u can tel me wat happen 2 u ma....haix...thn aft tt feel so troubled lor....is lyk wat de la...i really dunno wat 2 do n how 2 handle it lor...how HOW ARH.....die le la if lyk tis hor i sure die de la.....haix can u tel me wat happen haix....damn worry 4 u can.....haix...dunno wat 2 say or do leh....haix....lyk tis lor....haix...dun post le if not hor....haix....baobei mei mei (pl)....how can tel kor kor wat 2 do ma....arh.....
now in scl wish tt can faster dismiss...cos i too sian liao le....haix.....yesterday nite shili was lyk laughing e whole nite la.....she start laughing whn she tok 2 her gan didi thn aft tt she hang up wif her le rite....she called me n we tok thn tok tok tok tok tok thn suddenly she laugh laugh laugh laugh....thn i oso laugh laugh laugh hahaha...was lyk kind of funny la....haha....aft tt my ping ling cal me thn she oso join in e fun lor.....the three of us crap all e way till we hang up e phone...haha....thn 2day was punish by mr lian la....wat de....i was late 4 his class cos of some reason la.....thn aft tt i come up e clss le rite he ask me 2 do pump 40 thn aft tt my lip stard thn add another 50 pump le so totoal is 90 pump 90 PUMPS leh...do until i no energy le lor...haha.....nvm la....aft tt i need 2 go n find jas le need 2 ask her something ya.....haix....was kind of sad 2day lor....4 some reason la....haix....hope she will noe thn she can comfort me....but too bad she is not my stead anymore le...so haix....u should understand le rite...haix......
i m so piss off by u la.....is lyk wat de fuck.....yesterday hor....wa i was so piss off by the both of them la...they think they wat sia got wat rite 2 say me.....haix alot arh....haix.....2day is lyk wat i saw e person i love e most de hor saw alot of time u noe....was lyk so happy la haha....thn hor waned 2 tok 2 my granddaughter de but hor she went off le dun even have e time 2 tok 2 her lor....wat de la....haix.....
is over everythign is over....so stop asking me abt my relationship.......i dun wish 2 cry again........a bunk should not cry de so stop making me cry.....even though i no ei m a useless bunk la but u all oso no need 2 make me cry de rite.....keep on asking me y we break....how i noe y sh ewan break wif me arh ......mayb co si m useless ba.........tts de end of our relationship k joyce break wif gerrie chua le k.....so dun ask anymore......frm 2day on i m not gg 2 act happy le....just 2 make her think tt i m happy but i m not I HAD ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING........i been waiting 4 her 2 come bck...now u telme tt she hate me....wat worng have i done 2 make u hate me.....can u just tel me........y....WHY WHY WHY....y ohters can patch bck wif their love ones y cunt i.....y cunt we b together.....y....do u really dun love me anymore....or u r trying 2 make ursevles dun love me n love others.....HUH WHICH 1.......y....y cunt u give me 1 last chance....i can change just 4 ur seek k........i dun give a damn wat others will c me or say abt me alli just need is u hoe u c me n say me.........joyce i really love u alor arh.....
i feeling very damn hurt now.....do u really have stead.....or u r just trying 2 make me give up on u only nia.....i tel u la my love 4 u havent fade away k...i still love u alot k....joyce can u tel me y u wn bk wif me since u noe tt i love u so much thn y do u still wan bk wif me......w/o u in my life i found out tt my life is so empty n meaningless lor....last x wif u around my life is full of joy n laughter now my life is all those hurt n sorrows......do u wan me 2 knee down infornt of u thn u will patch bck wif me isit......u dun lyk de thing i alr nv do le leh wat u lyk me 2 do i alr do it le...if theres anything u not happy wif me u tel me i can change de all i just is 1 more chance 2 be love by u....tt is PATCH.....can i n may i......yesterday cried 4 1h plus n tis is e second x tt i m so sad n hurt thn i will cry until so wat de lor.....both x oso cos of u no ohter gals le......i really only love joyce loh n not jeryn fok rui wen.........i really dun lyk tt fucker....dun say lyk arh i love oso dun love her......cos i only love u....one n only gak in my heart rite now.......no 1 can replace ur place in my deep broken heart.......JOYCE I LOVE U 4EVER...........2321 hope tt it will b together again.....0306....together le hua hope tt it will last long is in damn long.......love her always n forever.....
do you noe tt i m still waiting 4 u....n i can swear tt my LOVE for u havent fade n it will nv fade away....can u tel me y u dun wan patch wif me....all i wish is tt u patch wif me.....i dun wan other thing le....promiss u tt i will listen 2 u n i wont lie or hid anything 2 u even cnnt say i will oso tel u....cna u just give me 1 last chance...i really need u alot u noe ma...i really cunt live w/o u....w/o u in my life is so meaningless lor.......joyce can u patch bck wif me i really love u alot n i miss u alot u noe ma....everytime c u lyk tis hor it hurts me lots u noe ma....n i m very worry abt u....dun u noe tt....I LOVE U N I MISS U......
2day dunno wat de fuck happen la...mood swing until very wat leh....thn hor which stuipd person hor bully my grand daughter leh...wan die arh huh.....make her angry 4 wat sia...wat de fuck....haix....totally no mood now la....someone ask me 2 shut up leh....wa lao i hate it man.....ASK ME SHUT UP LEH......haix.....k lor thn i shall not tok 2 tt person le lor since u wan me shut up thn i shall SHUT UP k....happy....2day lyk luo tang ji lyk tis thn still go n play basketball.....somemore is big rain lor....haha....lame rite thn eat ice cream....sian la...my life...hate my life sia...haix.....<s>can u just give me 1 last chance pls i really need u in my life lor...i really cunt dare 2 leave u joyce i love u
since u say tt u dun understand me y dun u try 2 understand me leh....y dun u open up ur mouth n ask me????since u dun wan 2 ask me or try 2 tok 2 me thn i can tel u u will 4EVER wont noe wat i m thinking n wat is happen 2 me de k....u think shili they all no need tok 2 me thn she will noe everything meh....she oso make a effort 2 tok 2 me n ask me staff de ma rite so take e step ba....i wont take e step out anymore le...tts it...k
i hate every month de 9.....i really hate it...nth gd will happen 2 me de....it will only make me feel sad n feel lyk giving up my life only lor.....is not her fault is my fault.....but i noe how important u r 2 me le lor n i noe it long x ago k not tt we r not together thn i noe k....i been waiting 4 u do u noe tt.....i dun really care whether u will hurt me 1 more time anot but all i noe is i wan u bck....tts it.....can u give me 1 more chance...n tis x round i wan put it in low profile....i dun wan u 2 get upset cos cos of relationship or other thing le....i promiss tt i will give u happiness de....can u give me 1 last chance pls....i really need u n i really love u alot.....
wat iis happening 2 me 2day.....y even god oso dun wan help me....is lyk wat de fuck la.....i m sry tt ignore you all....i just dun wish 2 tok......cos something damn bad happen 2 me 2day......I HATE GERRIE CHUA SI WEI.......he make his xstead suffer thn now come n blame himself oso no use le cos she wont PATCH bck anymore......wat de fuck....so wat 4 live in tis world w/o her.....WAT DE POINT......
cos of me thn u will bcome lonely de lor....I M SO SRY.....do u noe how hurt i m now n how i feel now.....let me tel u i feel so hurt rite now....i m rite bside u...i really miss u alot u noe ma...n i love u....i m sry 4 making once again feel so lonely.....I M SRY.....i feel so hurt rite inside my heart do u noe tt....not only u feel lonely me too.....haix.....n feel so meaningless in my life since aft u had left me alone in tis world....haix.....i love u.....muack......
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