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wat the hell is happening 2 me...haiz...tis few days my mood is lyk downing down wards la can...cos of her la...cunt c her leh cos not gg 2 scl 4 2 months ya...haiz...i oso dunoo how sia...u tel me how la...haiz...do u really got stead...can tel me ma...is really upset 2 noe tt u got stead leh cos u really act lyk u dun have stead hao ma...is really very hard 4 me 2 believe tt u have a stead la...oc se words u had told me n everything la...u can make me died u can make me alive...once i proof 2 u tt i really can change 2 e old gerrie u noe u will b mine le...so i m waiting 4 next month only next month u will b mine le...all i been doing tis is not cos i determine myself 2 do tis is cos i did it just 4 de seek of u...if dun have u rite i wont b bothered hao ma....i will lyk hack care la...let me tel u tis once we r together again i wont allow anyone 2 break us up le...I WONT....i will make it alap liao le...haiz...i had learnt my lesson le...all i wish is u 2 come bck 2 me ya...ppl out there i wont b gg 2 scl 4 2 months le ya...thin u all will b missing me le ba ya...n i thin i will MIA too haha...i m considering...dunno la....if really rite...only SHE can find me...i will only ans her cal ya...joyce do u really have a stead...????cos i really dunno i should believe tt u got a stead anot leh u noe ma...if u really got a stead thn how come u still tel me tt u will consider 2 b together again once e old gerrie is bck leh...y i keep feeling tt u stil love me de leh....is my six sence playing a fool on me or wat sia....can u pls let me noe cos i really need u by my side hao ma....joyce can we patch...i been changing 2 e old gerrie le wats more u still wan frm me....haiz....i quit all tis bad habit is cos of u not cos of wat k...now u tel me u toking 2 ur dear...is real dear or fake de dear...i really wish 2 noe wat u r thinking n wat is e real life of urs now u noe ma huh...i really scare tt i cunt take it thn explore lor...can u pls let me noe...haiz...been bothering abt tis staff all day long la....haiz...tts it 4 e day ya...
frm next week on i wont be smoking n fire le...I WAN QUIT...n i tis time round really wan trouble free frm everyone ex. her.....if not i will die ah...all of u out there give me 1 month 2 change frm bad to gd hao ma...cos if i dun change i rather end my live lor ya...so ppl if u c me smoke just take away my cigg if u c my fire just take away....unless i give u all a very gd reason ya...cos she wont tok 2 me nw until next month...cos i ask her give me 1 month 2 change thn she will tok 2 me n she will consider giving me a chance....yea...it means tt i have hope again le...ya...haha...i m so happy la can...i really hope tt yesterday time can stop just 4 the both of us la....y cunt the time stop 4 me....i m willing 2 change cos e seek of her ya...MUST WAIT 4 ME K...i sure can change de ya....must wait 4 me k 1 month only u sure can de i oso sure can de ya....love u lots n love u always....miss u deeply....joyce u must keep ur promiss k...u say le if i had change u will consider patch wif me rite k...i say give me 1 month i will sure change 4 e seek of u ya...i m sure we will sure patch bck de...i have faith in our coming relationship ya...very fast it will come de ya...joyce i love u deeply n u are my one n only...n my preciouse one...no one can replace u in my heart...now n next x...no one menas noone can replace it.....ya...must trust me ya...joyce all i need now is ur support ya...all i now need is u...not anything else ya...pls dun give up ya...i will nv LET U GO....cos i too love u le...GERRIE CHUA LOVE JOYCE LOH 1314.....3344....184.....wait 4 me ya dear...once i hold onto ur hand i promiss i will nv let it go again...n i hope u wont let it go oso ya...cos i really need u..
2day had PFT...sian la...but 1 gd thing n 1 bad thingg....i shall say e bad thing first ba ya...haha...
i fail my running hahaha...i inten 2 fail tts y i walk all e way lor..lame rite i oso dunno y i lyk tis leh haix....even worst de is i still vomit n no energy la...wtf...
i saw HER haha...damn happy aft sawing her la i oso dunno y de leh...actually i got no mood de lor but aft saawing her my mood lyk damn gd la...hahaha...i oso dunno y leh...
tmw PFT again but is 5 station so ok la...hope 2 c her again ya...haiz...
wat happen 2 my mummy ah tis few days lyk mood not gd leh...lyk dun feel lyk toking leh...haiz...everyone around me is changing how abt me...m i changing too...hu can tel me whether i m changing anot haiz....if got change is change frm bad 2 worst or frm worst 2 bad????is which 1 sia...haiz...evryone is lyk the mood something wrong de leh haiz...lyk tis lor i oso cunt do anything...all i can do is 2 try 2 cheer them up lor haiz i ownself oso dunnoo...haiz...sadering sia....haiz...joyce do u noe tt i very happy tt i saw u 2day b4 i ran...but i alr set my mind tt i wan fail le unless u open ur mouth n ask me run i will run lor...but i been waiting n waiting but i nv hear ur voice haiz...my heart is crying again do u noe tt...dun treat me lyk tis hao ma i BEG u...haiz...joyce come bck 2 me i been wishing u tt u can come bck 2 me u noe ma...I WAN BE YOUR BOY 4EVER HAO MA...pls..dun throw away tis little boy hao ma....pls joyce...I LOVE YOU 4EVER....
sIaN sia...haiz...the taiji is settle but it seems lyk he wan find taiji wif us again leh...wa lao eh very lame lor...i find myself lyk gg bck 2 last x lyk tis lor...now all i m thinking is HER...no x for other thing ah...ppl out there...next x got taiji dun come n tel me unless is regarding HER n my gan family de k...if not dun tel me i sure 100% wont help be ya...i now wan keep trouble free liao le...
MeI mEi wat had happen sia can tel me ma....why u dun wan tok 2 me why u wan ingore me siaa...
e both galzs if u wan bu suang wif me cos first i m late n thn aft tt i came 4 awhile thn i say i wan go le...n u say tt i bluff u all rite...i can tel u la tt day i got taiji thn aft tt i m injured k i nv bluff lor if u alll dun wan believe me rite thn tts ur taiji i dun wan care so much....n 4 ur info i nv lyk e both of u B4 k...stopp tellingg ppll tt u all have rejected me k...i say i lyk u cos i dun wan u all 2 b sad k...i dun lyk or love u guys...i only lyk no is love 1 person only la k so stop dreaming ba ya...listen e last x i say I DUN LYK OR LOVE U....i only love 1 person tt is SHE k...tts it...GERRIE only love JOYCE dun love other ppl k...so if gals wan jio me but i dun lyk them stop forcing me 2 say tt i lyk u k...is very hard 4 me 2 say it out de u noe ma...cos in my heart only got 1 gal tt is JOYCE k...so leave me n her alone...hao ma...all i m waiting n wishing is we 2 patch k tts it....
joyce u wan me wait until whn we alr break 4 6 month le leh...u still dun wan forgive me ah...i stil love u alot u noe ma if i dun love u rite thn i wont care wat u say on tt fucking friday le rite..if i dun love u anymore thn i wotn listen 2 u le rite...joyce all i wan is u give me 1 last chance hao ma....ALL I WAN IS U....joyce come bck 2 me hao ma nth really can change my love for you....i been waiting n i will con 2 wait 4 the day 2 come ture tt is u come bck 2 my side n love n care for me...tts it....GERRIE CHUA LOVE JOYCE LOH FOREVER
2day meet her thn ask her something...thn wdf la got N level thn cnnt have my phone wif me but i have it....thn i ask her 2 help me keep my phone thn she help me keep but a while only lor...ya so nth la thn aft tt i go meet her..so miss n worry abt her la cos she was injured...wat de fuck dunno tt teacher got heart de ma still wan her 2 go dance lor wat de fuck ask her go hell la stupid teacher ass hole sia...lyk tis treat HER u wan her life isit u wan u come n take my first la thn u go n her la hor fuck ur mother ass hole...thn aft tt i go n meet them at playground haha..thn aft tt went 2 daddy hse n use his com...I REALLY MISS U LOTS DO U NOE TT...
xin yu y u dun wan tok 2 me...why...wat have i done 2 make u angry wif me haiz...JOYCE i miss u u noe ma n i really love u alot...all i wish n waiting 4 is PATCH...only...u can hint me no need 2 tel me de la or ask ppl 2 tel me i dun mind me opening my mouth n ask again lor....joyce i really NEED U bck into my life...all i wan n love is JOYCE LOH...
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