feeling moody tis few day...haiz...2day felt so guilty la can cos of me she had 2 eat cup noodles...haiz...i m really sry...haiz...nv smile 4 a few days le i oso dunno leh....jst cunt get a smile on my face leh...eben if i really smile it look so fake la can...haiz...thn jst now my parents wan me 2 eta dinner wif thm so k lor...i go n eat wif thm lor...thn my daddy....ask me whn i free...thn i ask him y...thn he say he wan bring me go c doc....thn i tel him i oso nv sick y wan c doc...thn he keep quit...thn aft tt my mumuy say wat i need 2 c a doc asap...but i say i oso nv sick c wat doc la....thn she say wat i got 2 c a xing lee doc...thn i say i oso nth wrong oso nv cut myself le or do anything funny le wat y need 2 c leh...she just tel me 2 go n c tt stupid doc asap...thn i tell her straight in her face tt i wont go n c de...my dad n her was lyk so disapointed la...but i really got no des wat...y must go n c leh...i only miss her too deep le wat tts y i will lyk tis de wat....
thn they think i kanna des. sian diao lor...haiz...thn afternoon whn i was watching my show tt x...my fcuking ah ma gon change wat chn la...thn her 1 can go other room n watch mine cunt thn she wan fight tv wif me...dunno wat the hell she is trying 2 do la...mayb cos i whole day nv tok lor...since i wake up until she make me i didnt even open my mouth la...cos i heard some news abt her which make me felt so xin tong n guilty....sian diao...thn i scold my grandmother...i was real piss off wif her la...thn i go n bath aft tt i went out thn i just walk off la...haiz...oso not my fault wat hu ask her wan come n make me whn i m in a bad mood...haiz...wats more can i say....haiz....tmw will b very busy i think...i oso dunno...cos i tmw afternoon not free thn at nite i think i oso not free sian...haiz...hui shan mei cheer up k...joyce i m really sry tt u have 2 suffer cos of them haiz...felt so guilty la can....haiz...T.T....I M REALLY SRY....can u let me c u...i really miss u alot u noe ma...my heart is so empty do u noe...last x it was full of ur love,care n concern but now...ur heart still got all tis but how abt mine...all is gone le...whn thn can u fill it up 2 e orignal place tt is my heart...WHN....haiz....i been missing u n losing my smile each day u noe ma...no 1 can really understand wat i m think ing n feeling now...cos they r not me.....i love you , do you love me ? truly and deeply ?heart broken...tis question got 2 ask urself le...haiz...how i wish ur ans is...i love u de same s u love me....i miss u s much s u miss me...haix...dunno will it 2 b same or diff...haix...nvm...love u de gerrie chua n miss u de boy boy...
haiz...i did a mei jie mummy ah yee n nu yer family photo...but too bad la cunt put over here...so sad sia...haiz...mayb i will try on friendster ba...ya...so those hu wan c de go my profile n c ba...n pls give me comments on my pic ya...thnks alot....
yesterday was damn angry wif my 2 mei la...haiz...if she wan tok 2 me thn she will msg me herslef or cal me i wont take e first step le...tts it...kdun think tt my love 4 u is fake cos all is TURE....n i wont love other ppl ex u....gerrie love u...
whn can u come bck 2 me....WHN....WHN WHN WHN WHN....
y u wan leave me...WHY....WHY WHY WHY WHY....MY HEART REALLY HURTS ALOT N IT STILL BLEEDING....I M JUST WAITING 4 U 2 STOP MY BLEEDING...DO U NOE TT...I M JSUT WAITING 4 U 2 REPAIR MY BROKEN HEART...ONLY U CAN DO IT ON OTHER PPL CAN DO TT 4 ME....COS ONLY U R FIT 2 B....MY DR.LOH...LOVE HER LOTS....
if i reslly dun have u in my life i rather die....
ah sun u wan die isi ..u tel me i will pei u die de..i got my own way 2 die faster thn u since i alr dun have ur ah ma le...so i have my own reason y i wan die...k...
on my bday tt day i really wish tt u can pei me cele it can u....i really hope 2 c u tt day....joyce do u really wan 4get abt me...it really hurts u noe ma...i really need u bck n i wan u bck may i....I LOVE YOU.....muacks.................
i totally change 2 another person le ma...where did i change...i m always moody n i m always sad...so make no diff...
xdear...do u really wan 4get wat had happen n isit really a horr. mer ma...r u refering 2 ours or wat...can u tel me i really wan noe...if u r saying abt me rite...thn i will make u 4get wat had happen...n i can make u 4get abt me...but i will b damn sad n i can tel u...u give me 1 day x i will let u 4get abt me if u really wan....on 18 i really hurts alot n i wont 4get it...i really treasure our relationship can u give me 1 last chance 2 b wif u again...PLS...i really love u alot dun u noe tt...everyone noe tt but how abt u...haiz....I REALLY LOVE U ALOT...give me 1 last chance ba....
i cunt take it anymore i wan boom le....haiz...joyce i really love u alot n it really hurt me alot do u noe tt...can u stop hurting me by coming bck 2 me can u ...i really miss u alot do u noe...i wan u bck badly n i love u deeply...i wont give up on u de...but if u really wan 4get abt our past all i can do is DIE le thn i m sure u will 4get abt everything de...all i wan is u tel me wat u wan frm me...i ask me quit those bad habbit i have alr do it 4 u...but u promiss me de thing do u do it...haiz....i m still waiting...i wan u 2 b my laopo...n my family memebers really hope tt we can we 2gether again...tis few days alot of sad thing happen 2 me i really need u 2 come n support me n lead me hao ma n encourage me...dear WHERE HAVE U BEEN U ALR THROW AWAY TIS BIG BABY LE WHN THN U WAN TAKE IT BCK WHN WHN WHN WHN.....*cry*....haiz....love u lot n i will always love u...
i highlighted my hair...haha...n it make me look more handsome now sia haha...lame shit la me...i really miss u badly u noe ma....every sec every min...i m missing u n loving u....i wont 4get 2 miss u de ya...i have love u 1 year le...how abt u...hope it still e same s me ya....joyce i love u...can we start afresh....pls i really love u alot...n i promiss u tt i will treasure u de...i wont let u go any more...GERRIE LOVE JOYCE ALWAYS...
gerrie nis here 2 post le...wahaha...tis 2 week i m damn shack n i m damn tired la can...cos got tai ji thn actually is very small de but she go n make until very big thn i m damn piss off la...thn now sick liao le la wat de hell....
my exam dun ask me le la...cos i been thinking of her so i think i will fail al my paper la can...i totally have no mood 2 do my paper la haiz....wat had happen 2 me sia...whn thn i can c her...i really miss her damn lots la...haiz..mood tis few days keep on swinging la dun wan y they love 23 seat tt stupid swing sia...can they stop seating le...it x 2 go hm le haiz....sian....thn 2day my mei mei sick leh i oso dunno wat happen sia...haiz...thn lyk tis lor...haiz...how she will get well soon ya...tis few days i been playing mahjong...haha...all i love is u...no 1 else le...i will nv leave u alone in tis world de ya..cos i just cunt bear 2 live u alone in tis world...only u bear 2 leave me in tis stupid lonely world haix....i m so shack u noe ma....haiz...whn thn can we start a fresh....????WHN....WHN...WHN...i can do now is CRY...y...cos someone dun wan tis BIG BABY OF HERS LE.....arghhh....i love u deeply...n i can tel u tt is I REALLY MISS U....joyce i love u....dun leave me can...can we start a fresh...PLS...haiz....u really have no feeling 4 me le meh...only u noe e ans u can lie 2 us but u cunt lie 2 urself k...remember tis...tt i GERRIE CHUA will always be here 4 JOYCE LOH...no matter wat i will sure rush down just 4 e seek of u....i have love u 4 1 year le...no gal tt i really love n i treasure de...n dun 4get tt u r my only REAL STEAD....n tt i REALLY LOVE E GAL...i will always love u de ya....
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