Thursday, May 31, 2007
6:21 PM
feeling moody tis few day...haiz...2day felt so guilty la can cos of me she had 2 eat cup noodles...haiz...i m really sry...haiz...nv smile 4 a few days le i oso dunno leh....jst cunt get a smile on my face leh...eben if i really smile it look so fake la can...haiz...thn jst now my parents wan me 2 eta dinner wif thm so k lor...i go n eat wif thm lor...thn my daddy....
ask me whn i free...thn i ask him y...thn he say he wan bring me go c doc....thn i tel him i oso nv sick y wan c doc...thn he keep quit...thn aft tt my mumuy say wat i need 2 c a doc asap...but i say i oso nv sick c wat doc la....thn she say wat i got 2 c a xing lee doc...thn i say i oso nth wrong oso nv cut myself le or do anything funny le wat y need 2 c leh...she just tel me 2 go n c tt stupid doc asap...thn i tell her straight in her face tt i wont go n c de...my dad n her was lyk so disapointed la...but i really got no des wat...y must go n c leh...i only miss her too deep le wat tts y i will lyk tis de wat....
thn they think i kanna des. sian diao lor...haiz...thn afternoon whn i was watching my show tt x...my fcuking ah ma gon change wat chn la...thn her 1 can go other room n watch mine cunt thn she wan fight tv wif me...dunno wat the hell she is trying 2 do la...mayb cos i whole day nv tok lor...since i wake up until she make me i didnt even open my mouth la...cos i heard some news abt her which make me felt so xin tong n guilty....sian diao...thn i scold my grandmother...i was real piss off wif her la...thn i go n bath aft tt i went out thn i just walk off la...haiz...oso not my fault wat hu ask her wan come n make me whn i m in a bad mood...haiz...wats more can i say....haiz....tmw will b very busy i think...i oso dunno...cos i tmw afternoon not free thn at nite i think i oso not free sian...haiz...hui shan mei cheer up k...
joyce i m really sry tt u have 2 suffer cos of them haiz...felt so guilty la can....haiz...T.T....I M REALLY SRY....can u let me c u...i really miss u alot u noe ma...my heart is so empty do u noe...last x it was full of ur love,care n concern but now...ur heart still got all tis but how abt mine...all is gone le...whn thn can u fill it up 2 e orignal place tt is my heart...WHN....haiz....i been missing u n losing my smile each day u noe ma...no 1 can really understand wat i m think ing n feeling now...cos they r not me.....i love you , do you love me ? truly and deeply ?heart broken...tis question got 2 ask urself le...haiz...how i wish ur ans is...i love u de same s u love me....i miss u s much s u miss me...haix...dunno will it 2 b same or diff...haix...nvm...love u de gerrie chua n miss u de boy boy...
ALL I LOVE IS YOU
