always in my mind

Monday, May 26, 2008 2:36 PM

friday is a fuck day 4 me...
haix...nearly die at hm man...hahaha...cut short de ya...
shall not say in detail...
sat is me n lynn de anni...(3month)
wat de hell...my 3 month i spent wif my tv n my bed...nice anni i have b4 man...
thn she go out wif her fren rather thn meet me...ok lor since she wan lyk tis she cunt blame me 4 doing all those thing tt she will regret de lor...hope she noe tt she is in e wrong...haix..thn i tel her go through her anni wif her fren la hor...in the end she say me bck u oso...but i didnt even go out lor...wat de fuck...tis few weeks she been giving me a fucking att sure will make until tis r/s very fuck de lor...haix...wat she wan sia...i dunno la...

sunday; even fuck day 4 me sia...haix...i dunno la...i was damn unhappy lor...haix..STRESS UP SIA....
haix....

MONDAY; i now having exam yet i blogging...haix...sure fail de lor...how...MY 70% GONE LIAO LA...cry.. ):haix...

cos of gal u treat me lyk tis..wat de hell...even if u all dun lyk me just tel me...dun haix me ok...m i really ur ture fren u go n think abt it...u noe me how long n we been fren 4 lyk more th 4 years yet tis kind of thing happen...u go n think abt it...dun u think cos of tis u just say wat dun meet us all tis...think la k...

ALL I LOVE IS YOU

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 1:19 PM

dun you think ever since u have them le...we are not lyk last time so close...whn we was in sec 3 n 4...dun u think tt time we were lyk damn close...close until we still thought of buying together n stay together...even you have bf i have gf so...think u have negladted me...even i have gf i oso wont lyk tis treat u all lor...y must u all treat me lyk tis whn i need u all the most...now i n her bcome lyk tis...n i m damn fucking fan le...i think u all now stand 4 each other no need 2 stand by me liao rite...last time everyday cal me n go out all tis now leh...i rot at hm...wat is tis...haix...nvm...mayb is i cuase all tis 2 happen de ba...haix...nvm...

~~you all have neglated me dun you all think so~~

ALL I LOVE IS YOU

Thursday, May 15, 2008 6:05 PM

wa i think i MIA for very de very long liao hor...
nvm...bck now...haix... k shall tel u abt me n her staff...
we been lyk having cold war since she say she wint forgive me no matter wat i do...cos on 3rd of may 2 gals came 2 my hse in the morning...n afternoon i met eileen nu er com mei n yan ting mei...just 2 teach them math so tt they can pass...but in the end she got the wrong idea...haix...i oso dunno la...so i told her wait till she cool down le thn tok 2 me ba...haix...my exam comeing le n i need 2 study le...FUCK lor...so sian...stress over relationship,family pro,studies n my fren...wat de hell...my brain got so big 2 help u all ma...i myself gg 2 die le thn i thought my gf will understand me but in the end she tis few days keep on say abt eileen n ask me y i n tok 2 her all tis...where got gf ask thier own bf go n tok 2 other gals de...eeee...i dunno her la...mayb let her cool down thn say ba....c wat will happen lor...mayb it will have a bad news 4 u all or a gd news i dunno....n i dun wan go n think cos my brain alr no space 4 all tis staff le...i now damn fucking confuess can...dunno wat 2 do la...haix...mayb i hould not care anymore n just think abt L... can liao lor...watever la...haix...no mood liao la...HAIX....
i m strugging alone...
WHAT DE FUCK!!!!

WILL MIA FRM NOW ON...

~~everything has change i can tel u tis...can u just tel me wat u wan thn treating me cold n make me break wif u...if wanna break just say i will let u go...i really dunno wat u wan...~~

ALL I LOVE IS YOU