always in my mind

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 4:46 PM

tis is de second time u hurt me so deep.
n i can tel u,
i really dunno wat i should do.
i m lost.
haix.
up 2 u ba.
i dunno u la.
but i got 2 tel u.
dun make me turn mad if not sure die de.
dun try me.
i m not a person tt u can dare wif.
so as u i noe.
all i asking frm u is RETURN.
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i dunno y i m so stupid tt i have 2 do all tis thing 4 u.
whn u dun even love me.
even worst whn u have fallen 4 other ppl.
if u really fallen 4 tt guy thn go 4 it.
just rem tis.
dun say ILOVEYOU whn u dun mean it.
dun say IMISSYOU whn u dun miss it.
dun HUG tt guy if u dun wish tt he wil come bck.
dun treat tt guy too gd whn u just wanna be a normal fren wif hm.
haix.
i dunno la.
let time make de choice 4 me ba.
i m really SICK N TIRED of being hurt le.
cunt u all just mean wat u saying.
so wat if i promises u tt i wil love you til de end of my breath.
so wat if i say i only love u.
but have u ever thought tt everybody takes two hand 2 clap not one hand.
get my meaning.
haix.
nvm.
i just hope tt u will RETURN 1 day.
i m waiting for you each day.
even though i noe u wont.
cos u alr dun love me le.
u just simply love tt guy which 1 dun even hu.
WAITING FOR YOU.
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so wat everyone sees my face was a happy face?
so wat i can joke around everyday?
so wat i can cheer u guy up whn i m deeply down?
so wat i can live happily as wat u guys have seen everyday?
but have u all ever thought wat i m really thinking deep down in my heart?
have u all ever really concern abt me?
abt my everything?
i have not been eating so wat!
i been drinking on an empty stomach so wat!
no one cares anyway.
i noe i should tc myself but i just wont.
so just leave everything alone ba.
i simply hate my life now.
no one care no one love.
wat a gd job i had 4 myself.

dun say iloveyou to me whn u dun love me.dun say imissyou whn u dun even miss me.dun say ijustwanu whn u have fallen for other guys. gerrie is simply being hurt by u.hurt until cunt hurt those kind.just feel lyk killing myself now.haix

ALL I LOVE IS YOU

Thursday, August 14, 2008 2:50 PM

y must u lyk tis treat me whn i noe my fault n willing 2 change 4 u?
y must u bluff me?
y must u lie 2 me.
cunt i just have another change frm u whn i really need it?
all i ask is ur love,care n concern.
gal i wanna u bck.
i really love u alot.
pls gal i need u in my life.
i really love you alot do u noe tt.
cos of u i cry 4 three weeks.
cos of u i can do watever u wanna me 2 do.
dun lyk tis treat me hao ma.
dun torture me hao ma.
i noe i last time hurt u alot n is those tons,
n i noe now u hate me tons.
but pls gal i wanna u.
cos of u i hurt myslef n thought of killing mysef.
but i just dunno y i just cunt die.
FAIL! fail all de way.
i m really lost le.
i really need u in my life n guide me through,
gal pls.
haix i dunno wat 2 say le.
since u hate me ton n really wish tt i can disapear,
i shall try my BEST 2 do it 4 u.
if i really pass,
i hope u can just appear at my song ka 4 those days.
can you?
n i really wish tt u can send me off.
at least let me c 4 tis last time.
dun leave me hao ma.
pls come bck 2 me.
i beg u.
i really need n love u tons.
I SEAR.
I LOVE YOU TONS NO MATTER WAT.

~~no matter wat happen u will still live me my heart.the reason is very simper cos i love you tons n i only love you.~~

gal i love you tons n i mess you tons.pls stop hurting me whn i get bck everything n mayb i cunt bu chang.but i really dunno how 2 live on le.lastly i wanna say is i really cunt live w/o u! X/3 i m hurt by u once again.

ALL I LOVE IS YOU