I didn`t mean it when I said
I didn`t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn`t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn`t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I`d be sitting
Here beside myself
Guess I didn`t know you
Guess I didn`t know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
When you left I lost a part of me
It`s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Thursday, March 19, 2009
5:50 PM
no one get my meaning. NO ONE. suan le. since u think tt i wan u leave me alone thn i shall let u b ba. ON ONE GET MY MEANING. suan le la.
gerrie chua; fuck off n die ba.
cry is wat i can do. so useless of me. i just hope 2 cry it out loud so tt i wil feel better? but i cunt. i dun wish tt u wil leave me alone. u get mu meaning ma? haix si.
ALL I LOVE IS YOU
5:10 PM
past few weeks, i dunnno wat the fuck happen 2 me. i cunt imagine tt i give att n shout at my beloved gf leh. i dun shout or give her att de. but i really dunno wat happen 2 me. i been giving att towards all my fren n my gf. dear sry. i really dunno wat happen 2 me n y m i changing into lyk tis. give me some time can? i really hate those feeling. pushing me here n there lyk a toy, say i lyk them which is not true n many more. do u really love me n hope to last long wif me? do u really wanna a serious r/s? they fall in love wif me oso not i fall in love wif them wat rite? i noe u scare i fall for them but i wont k. i only love u nia. sometime u play play is ok but i dun wish tt it will become a quarrel. thn aft tt we have cold war. u get my meaning ma? i just wanna a gd r/s wif u. i dun wan my dreams 2 come true. believe it or not, up 2 you k. i really dunno wat 2 say anymore. haix.
sometimes i just wish 2 be alone. to think wat had happen 2 me, to think wat we can do 2 make it better. but once i say i wanna b alone, u sure wil leave me alone de. but i dun wan. ah ya i oso dunno wat i m trying 2 say n wat i wan oso la. haix si. suan le. i should think it through ba.
mayb once i leave u, u wil have a better life? mayb once i leave u, u wont get into trouble? mayb once i leave u, u wil.... ah i dunno la. but i wil regret. haix. dunno la. let me think abt it ba.
i hope i wil change bck 2 those time. tt u love the most de. u love de ren is last time de me, not now de me ba. yupp. sry.
