Sunday, September 12, 2010
6:31 PM
hmmm just suddenly feel lyk posting. cos i dunno hu can i turn to? or can i just say tt no one i can turn to? i dunno either. ): yesterday ton, morning jsut got hm. n guess wat's the first thing tt i dream abt??? is a wonderful dream n yet my ah ma n her frens tok until so loud. lyk they are in singapore n her frens are in other country lyk tt. wat de fuck??? hate u guys la. i think i'm a failure. no one can be as a failure as me. wat stupid act i do was to go n open her drawer tt is full of her staff n took out our couple ring. n guess wat i do next. i intend to just have a look at it, but in de end??? i wore it back. n is on my finger rite now. wat de fuck is tis??? wat m i doing?? wat m i thinking??? y is my heart ach lyk fuck??? y must i stil miss her lyk dunno wat shit??? wat m i waiting for??? i wish to see her, but i dun dare to see her. tis feeling is suck mans. i hate u la~~~ do i always mean whn i said those awful words abt u??? does my heart pain whnever i said those words??? wat i inventually wants??? wat do i really wish to have??? hu is de one tt really live in my heart??? hu can just tel me or at least let me noe wat i wan n thinking??? haix~~~~ * tears rolling down lyk i'm gg to flood the whole alj. *
ALL I LOVE IS YOU
